SHORT AUTOBIOGRAPHY [THE SHADOWS OF A SAD]

OK, OK, ‘DON’T DRIVE ME AWAY. YOU ARE MY PROPERTY BY EXCHANGE. I HAVE ALL RIGHTS TO USE & MISUSE YOU. YOU ARE TO FOLLOW ME AS AN OBEDIENT CARE –TAKER.THAT TOO AT MY WILL. YOU HAVE ALREADY LOST YOUR EXISTANCE IN ME. YOU ARE TOTALLY DESOLVED IN ME. DO NOT RECALL ANY HISTORY. COME CREATE A HISTORY WITH ME, OF MY CHOICE, FOR ME, ONLY’.

‘VEEKHAR-GAYAE JEEVAN - KAE SAPANE, ARMANO KA SHAM DHALAE.

KAHEEN SAJAE SANSAR - KISIKA, KAHEEN KISI KA SANS GHUTAE’.

THE ENDLESS MOTION OF THE SUBATOMIC PARTICLES COULD HAVE ABRUPTLY BEEN CEASED OFF, IF THERE HAD NOT BEEN SOME CONTINUOUS ENERGY INPUT OR ENERGY REPLENISHMENT [SAY, ELECTRIC & MAGNETIC ENERGY BEING REGULARLY REPLENISHED BY THE GRAVITATIONAL], NEVERTHELESS, THERE REMAINS A QUESTION-WHY THE SUBATOMIC PARTICLES [SAY, THOSE OF THE OXYGENS’] DON’T GET CONVERTED IN TO SOME KINDS OF ENERGY UNDER THE EFFECT OF ITS PERPETUAL MOTION? IS THERE ANY POSSIBILITY OF MULTIPLICATION BETWEEN THE ‘NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE ELECTRIC CHARGES’ [OWNED BY SOME PORTIONS OF THE SUBATOMIC BUILDING BLOCKS WITH THOSE OF THE ELECTRIC CHARGES GENERATED BY THE GRAVITATIONAL ENERGY] AT THE LEVEL OF THE ATOMIC BUILDING BLOCKS / CENTER? UNDER THIS POSSIBILITY, THERE MUST GENERATE TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF ELECTRICITY [CURRENT] LEADING TO ANIHILATION OF AN ATOMIC STRUCTURE. BUT IT DOES NOT HAPPEN, AT LEAST, ON THIS EARTH.IT HINTS TO A POINT THAT ‘THE ACCELARATED (OR RETARTATED) RATE OF FLOW OF THE SQUARE VALUE OF NEGATIVE ENERGY GET CONVERTED INTO EXPONETIAL VALUE OF TIME [i.e. {+Q} x {-Q}= -t²] APART FROM THE SAME QUANTUM OF ENERGY SPARED FOR THE CONSUPTION AND OTHER UTILITIES, ONE PART OF THE UNDER ROOT VALUE OF -t² OF THE TIME GET CONVERTED BACK IN TO THE SAME QUANTUM OF ENERGY TO REPLENISH ITS RESOURCE, AND THE OTHER PART OF THE UNDER ROOT VALUE OF -t²OF THE TIME GET CONVERTED INTO ‘THE GREAT SPACE. A MACHINE FOR PERPETUAL GENERATION OF ELECTRIC ENERGY FROM AN ENERGY CONSOLIDATED MATTER RESIDING WITHIN A RESTRICTED SPACE WAS DEVELOPED TO PROVE THE ABOVE SAID RELATION AMONG MATTER, ENERGY, TIME AND ‘THE RESTRICTED SPACE’. HERE SEEMED A POSSIBILITY OF CONVERTING ONE QUANTUM OF THE NEGATIVE TIME / THE VIRTUAL TIME & VIRTUAL ENERGY / NEGATIVE ENERGY [EXPONENTIAL FORM OF THE ELECTRIC CHARGES, WHICH IS CONSIDERED TO BE AN OUT PUT OF ELECTRONS – THE ENERGY CONSOLIDATED MATTER, AND THE EXPONENTIAL FORM OF THE TIME -t²] IN TO THREE EQUAL QUANTUM OF THE REAL ENERGY & THE REAL TIME.AND WE KNOW THAT THE SQUARE VALUE OF THE TIME t² IS DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO THE SQUARE VALUE OF DISTANCE, i.e. AREA r ² OR SPACE. THUS, I WAS UNDER SERIOUS THOUGHTS / HYPOTHESIS OF ‘CONVERSION / REVERSION’ OF A MATTER IN TO ENERGY, ENERGY INTO TIME, AND THE TIME INTO SPACE; OR VICE – VERSA. MY MIND WAS TOTALLY BUSY IN PERFECTING THE DESIGNED EXPERIMENTAL MODEL PROVING MY CONCEPTIONS AND THOUGHTS.

IT WAS MINUS THIRTY DEGREE COLD OUT SIDE. I WAS TO MEET HEAD OF THE DEPARTMENT OF BIOLOGY, WHO WAS THINKING TO CULTURE NON-PATHOLOGICAL STRAIN OF THE TRYPANOSOMA BRUCCI TO DEVELOP VACCINE FOR THE SLEEPING SICKNESS. THE TEAM OF THE DEPARTMENT WAS NOT GETTING DESIRABLE RESULT. THEY WANTED TO DISCUSS WITH ME AND WANTED TO DIVERT MY INTEREST FOR SOME TIME. I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HOW I FELL DOWN ON THE SNOW. PROBABLY DEEP THINKING MADE MY HEAD HEAVIER AND I LOSSED MY BALANCE.I HEARD LOUGHING VOICES OF LADIES. ONE AMONG THEM CAME AND HELPED ME GETTING UP. WE TRAVELLED TOGATHER.SHE WAS JYOTSNA SHOKHEY. SHE IS KNOWN FOR HER VALUABLE CONTRIBUTIONS IN EPIDEMIOLOGY.DID YOU SEE USHA? SHE IS ALSO TRAVELLING WITH US. I TOLD WE HAVE NOT SEEN ONE OTHER FOR THE LAST FORTENIGHT.

ARE YOU ON GOOD TERM WITH NAGESH? ASKED JYOTSNA,

YES. I KNOW THAT BOTH OF YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND.

NOT, YOU ARE SPEAKING A LIE.

NO, WE DO NOT HAVE ANY DIFFERENCE.

YOU HAVE A DIFFERENCE I KNOW IT.YOU TOLD HER NOT TO WEEP RECALLING HER MOTHER.YOU TOLD HER TO REMAIN WITH YOU ONLY IF SHE STARTS LOVING YOU MORE THAN HER MOTHER. THESE DAYS SHE IS NOT STAYING WITH YOU. YOU NEVER LOVED HER AS ‘WIFE – HUSBAND’ EVEN SHE SPEND MONTHS TOGETHER WITH YOU AND SHARED YOUR BED AND LIFE. YOU TOLD HER THAT SHE WAS TO MAINTAIN LIFE / LIVING AS PER HINDU CULTURE FOR HAVING ANY SEXUAL RELATION TILL YOU ARE PROPERLY MARRIED.YOU AND HER PARENTS BELIEVE IN THIS SANTITY. BUT, YOU ARE A STUPID / FOOLISH. YOU KNOW, SHE GOT BIRTH IN LONDON AND BROUGHT UP THERE. ITS CULTURE IS NOT AN INDIAN. LOVE, THE REAL LOVE OVER THERE, MEANS SEX.WHICH YOU HAVE RESTRAINED.SHE IS OF THE CONCLUSION THAT YOU REALY DO NOT LOVE HER.OTHER WISE, YOU COULD HAVE NOT SUSTAINED. SHE IS THINKING AND RETHINKING ABOUT HERSELF WHETHER SHE LOVES YOU OR NOT. ARE THESE ALL ONLY A FASCINATION? I FEEL THAT YOU HAVE LOST HER. SHE IS CLOSER TO CONCLUSION THAT THERE COULD BE GREAT CULTURAL GAP BETWEEN YOU TWO.

THERE WERE NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE IN THE TRAM I WAS TRAVELLING. I WAS THINKING HOW GRACEFUL IS THE GOD. FOR THE LAST NINE MONTHS I WAS PUT TOTALLY ABSORBED AND BUSY WITH VARIOUS SCIENTIFIC ACTIVITIES. I WAS SURPRISED RECALLING THE ACTIVE PARTICIPATIONS IN TWENTYTWO SCIENTIFIC CONFRENCES WITHIN A FOTENIGHT.HOW THE DIGNITIES ENJOYED BARKING OF MY EXPERIMENTAL DOG HAVING NEUROECTOMIZED LARYNGIAL NERVES. HOW A PSYCHIATRIST OF GREAT DIGNITY HAD RAISED VOICES ANGAIST MY PROPOSAL FOR USING ‘ORGANS AND TISSUES’ OF DIENCEPHALIC [DYING] NEONATES TO SOLVE TRANSPLANTATION DONOR PROBLEMS.THE INTERNATIONAL SCIENTIFIC CONFERENCE ON ANGIOMORPHOLOGY [BASICALLY ON MY DISCOVERY OF THE ‘LYMPHATIC-VENOUS COMMUNICATION’] IN TIBILISH PUT ME SEVEN ‘DAYS & NIGHTS’ IN RESTLESS CONDITION - ‘FOR WELCOMING GREAT AND HONOURABLE SCIENCTISTS, IN REPLYING THEIR ENDLESS QUERIES, BY DEMONSTRATING AND EXPLAINING THE TECHNIQUES DEVELOPED AND USED BY ME, BY DISCLOSING THE REASONS OF GENERATION OF THE UNPARALLEL THOUGHTS etc, etc. I WAS FULLY HONOURED, AND WAS REPEATEDLY INVITED TO DELIVER LECTURES AT THEIR INSTITUTIONS / UNIVERSITIES. I CLEARLY CONVEYED TO THEM THE FACT THAT I WAS VERY POOR IN LANGUAGE. IT WOULD BE DEFFICULT FOR ME TO SATISFY EACH AND EVERY BODY. HENCE I CAN ATTEND THE CALLS AND INVITATIONS IF PROF. I.D.KIRPATOVKY AND PROF. SAMIRNOVA WERE ALSO INVITED ALONG WITH ME. NEVERTHELESS, ‘THEY ARE BADLY BUSY PERSONS AND THE APPOINTMENTS AND THE TIME’ MUST BE NEGOCIATED WITH THEM. I GOT A PROPOSAL TO WORK IN AN INSTITUTE OF REPUTE IN THE SWIDZER LAND ON ‘VERY –VERY HIGH SALARY’ AND PERKS, WHICH I COULD HAVE NERVE THOUGHT IN MY LIFE. I ASKED TO GIVE ME SOME TIMES TO THINK UPON. I WAS GIVEN MAXIMUM TWO YEARS TO DECIDE AND GO TO JOIN THEM. HOWEVER, I WAS PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TIRED OFF DUE TO HARASHING ENGAGEMENTS IN THIS INTERNATIONAL CONFERENCE. I WAS LOOKING FOR A GAP TO RUN AWAY FROM THERE TO TAKE REST.WHICH I COULD MANAGE WITH A GREAT DIFFICULTY. TILL A FEW DAYS BACK THE SCIENTIFIC COMMITTEE ON NEUROPHYSIOLOGY HAD A LONG DISCUSION ON MY FINDINGS AND PUBLICATION ON THE RETICULAR FORMATION OF THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM. THEY PROPOSED AWARDING ME DOCTOR OF PHILOSOPHY IN THE MEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY ON HIGHER NERVOUS SYSTEM, WHICH WAS OF NO USE FOR ME AND NIETHER IT WAS ADDING ANY DIGNITY TO MY FACET.DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY WE HAD AN INTERNAL BANQUATE IN MY HONOUR HOSTED FOR DEVELOPING NONPATHOGENOUS STRAIN OF THE TRYPANOSOMA BRUCCI–SLEEPING SICKNESS.WHICH COULD BE ACHIEVED WITH GREAT DIFFICULTIES UNDER THE EFFECT OF VARIABLE ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD.THIS EXPERIMENT HELPED ME ALSO TO UNDER STAND SOME THING ESSENTIAL FOR THE ATOMIC RESEARCH AND ‘ENERGY-MATTER-TIME–SPACE’ “CONVERSION – REVERSION”. YESTERDAY I LEFT MY BED VERY LATE, AND MY CLOSE FRIEND [NOW A DAY, PROBABLY, A DIRECTOR GENERAL OF GEOLOGICAL SURVEY OF HIS COUNTRY] DR. A.K.SINHA, INVITED TO SHARE LUNCH WITH HIM. HE THREATENED IF I WOULD NOT ACCEPT HIS INVITATION I WOULD CERTAINLY LOOSE MOST VALUABLE THING OF MY LIFE. HE TOLD,‘WE SHALL BE COOKING THE MEAL AND SOME ONE WILL SERVE IT WITH GREAT PLEASURE’. I HAD TO ACCEPT THE INVITATION. SO I WAS TRAVELLING DOWN TO HIS STAY BY THE TRAM. I WAS SURE I WOULD BE IN TIME. SUDDENLY SOME ONE WHISPERED-MAY I SEAT DOWN BY YOU? AXH, -WITH GREAT PLEASURE. IT WAS Dr USHA PAI NAGESH. ‘I AM SORRY TO SAY YOU THAT I SHALL NOT MARRY IN MY LIFE. I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT TO WORK IN THE MIDLE SEX GOVERNMENT HOSPITAL, LONDON. I SHALL BE WAITING FOR YOU FOR ANOTHER SEVEN YEARS TO COME AND BE WITH ME FOR EVER, IF YOU WILL NOT COME, I SHALL ADOPT A CHILD FOR LIFE TO SURVIVE WITH. I HAVE REALISED THAT YOU LOVE ME. BUT YOU CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT ME.I FIND THAT I DONOT LOVE YOU, AND OUR CULTURE OF UNDERSTANDING AND LIVING IS QUITE DIFFERENT.BUT I KNOW, I CANNOT LOVE ANY BODY IN MY LIFE. NIETHER I CAN LIVE WITH ANY BODY. MY PARENTS PRESSED A LOT TO MARRY ME. I HAVE REFUSED SAYING - I AM NOT LUCKY TO HAVE SOME ONE BETTER THAN Dr MALLIK. I PERMITTED MY YOUNGER SISTER TO MARRY. I REFUSED TO ATTEND HER MARRIAGE TELLING THAT A ‘WIDOW’ SHOULD NOT ATTEND SUCH AUSPICIOUS MOMENT.SHE WEPT DOWN. SHE SAID A LOT OF DISGUSTING WORDS FOR YOU. I CONVINCED HER THAT THERE IS NOT ANY FAULT OF Dr MALLIK. HE LOVES ME, ONLY ME. BUT I LOVE MY PARENTS – MOTHER MORE THAN ANY THING. I CANNOT REMAIN AWAY FROM MY MOTHER AND FATHER. LOVE CANNOT BE SHARED WITH ANY ONE. SINCE, IT IS I WHO DOES NOT LOVE HIM / Dr MALLIK.I SHALL REMAIN WITH MY PARENTS AS PER THEIR WILL, BUT I WILL BREATH ONLY FOR MALLIK. TAKE ME A DEAD SISTER. I TAKE ME MYSELF A WIDOW’, USHA TOLD TO ME.SHE SAID FURTHER- ‘I CANOT FULFILL YOUR DEMAND OF LOVING YOU MORE THAN MY OWN MOTHER. I LOVE MY MOTHER.SO, I CONCLUDED THAT I COULD NOT LOVE YOU.PLEASE, EXCUSE ME FOR EVERY THING IN THE PAST, EVER WE DREAMED FOR’ .I FOUND THE TRAM WAS APPROCHING SOME STATION. I COULD NOT STAND THE PAIN, WHICH EITHER OF US HAD. I GOT DOWN. SHE KEPT ON SOBBING.

THOUGH, I WAS LITTLE LATE TO Dr SINHA WE COOKED VERY TASTY DISHES. I TOOK / ATE MANY THINGS WHILE COOKING. HE SCOLDED ME TO LEAVE SOME FOR SOME ONE TOO. I REPEATEDLY TOLD HIM – IF THIS SOME ONE IS Dr. SINHA HE CAN ENJOY THE PREPARATIONS ON THE OVEN ITSELF.VERY FASTLY HE ARRANGED THE TABLE, DECORATED THE DISHES AND ASK ME TO WASH MY HANDS / FACE BEFORE HE WOULD ALLOW ME ANY THING TO EAT. I HAD TO OBEY HIM. WE SAT DOWN BY THE TABLE.AND I STARTED SERVING THE MEAL, BUT HE DID NOT ALLOW ME TO DO IT.HE ASKED TO LET HIM FULFILL THE PROMOSE HE MADE TO ME- THAT- SOME ONE WOULD SERVE US WITH PLEASURE.HE CLAPPED. Dr USHA NAGESH APPEARED WITH ‘HALF SAD & SMILING’ FACE. I FELT LOOSING MY SENSE. SENSING MY CONDITION. Dr. SINHA LEFT THE ROOM. SHE KEPT ON STANDING WITH BOWED HEAD. I UTTERED IN BROKEN WORDS –“I LOVE YOU, OUR LOVE IS A DEVINE LOVE, YOU HAVE SACRIFIED FOR YOUR PARENTS, THIS IS YOUR GREATNESS, TO REMAIN GREAT ONE IS TO FACE SORROW & PAIN, BLESS ME SO THAT I CAN SEE [TO HAVE A DARSHAN OF] YOU AT LEAST ONCE IN MY LIFE TIME, I SHALL KEEP ON WORSHIPING YOU AS ‘THE GODESS OF LEARNING’ FOR EVER, I SHALL MARRY, I SHALL BE HAVING FAMILY AND WORLDLY LIFE, PEOPLE MAY SEE ME AS A HAPPY MAN, BUT MY ‘MIND & HEART’ WILL REMAIN ENGAGED WITH YOU. I CAN’T COMPROMISE WITH MY NATION BY LIVING IN ENGLAND, SIMILARLY YOU CANNOT COMPROMISE WITH YOUR PARENTS – MOTHER’S LOVE. I FEEL – IF WE COULD SURVIVE THAT MUCH LONG I MAY SEE YOU AGAIN CLOSER TO EIGHTIETH OF MY LIFE, I SUGGEST YOU TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE – IT IS PRECIOUS, I AM SURE - YOUR SACRIFICATIONS OF THIS LIFE SHALL CERTAINLY TAKE CARE OF YOUR ‘PRESTIGE AND PLEASURE’ FOR THE NEXT LIFE. IF IT COULD BE POSSIBLE MY ‘SHADOWS OF SINCERE / PIOUS LOVE’ WILL ALWAYS STAND BY YOU, IT WILL NEVER LET YOU FEEL ALONE. BLESS ME ‘MY GODESS’. MISS NAGESH SPOK OUT – ‘SACRIFYING LOVE & LIFE FOR NATION IS GREATER THAN THE SACRIFICATION FOR MOTHER’ - I DO SEE “YUG PURUDSH / THE PERSONALITY OF EXCELLENCE OF THE CENTURY” IN YOU”. I GOT UP, LEFT THE PLACE FULLY LOST IN DARKNESS OF THOUGHTS. WAS IT NOT THE ‘TOUCHING SHADOW’ OF A ‘SAD’?

I WAS FEELING WARMTH AND SOOTHING SURROUNDINGS. AS IF, THERE WAS AN OLD MAN SMILING BEFORE ME. HE WAS TELLING ME HOW DID HE IMAGINE THE ‘TIME, SPACE, MATTER AND ENERGY, HE SAID- TO RECALL HIS FUNDAMENTAL EQUATION ‘m v = 0’. WE DO THINK ABOUT AND REALISE ANY THING / ANY MATTER WITHIN ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’. WE PERCEIVE MATTERS IN ITS FINEST POSSIBLE AND LARGEST FORMS WITHIN THIS GREAT SPACE.ANY MATTER FOR ITS LODGING NEEDS PRESENCE / AVAILABILITY OF A SPACE OF ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’. LET THE SMALLEST CHARGELESS- MY CORPUSCULAR SIZED MATTER – THE PHOTON, OR YOUR ‘MOTION COUPLING ROOTICLES’ OF + / - / 0 CHARGE [THE BUILDING BLOCKS] NATURE, OR THE BIGGEST EVER THE HEAVENLY STARS ALL ARE MOVING WITHIN ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’. THUS ‘THE MATTER’ IS DEPENDENT ON ‘THE SPACE’ FOR ITS EXISTENCE, NOT THIS GREAT SPACE’ IS DEPENDENT FOR ITS EXISTENCE ON ANY MATTER. YOU DO PERCEIVE & REALISE THAT ANY MATTER IN IT’S EITHER FINEST FORM OR HEAVIEST FORM KEEPS ON MOVING. BUT, THEY DO MAINTAIN IT’S EXISTENCE, HENCE, THERE IS NOT ANY OBVIOUS EFFECT ON THE MASS OF IT’S MOMENTUM UNDER THE GIVEN CONDITION.THE VALUE OF THE m v REMAINS ZERO. AS IF THE MATERIAL LOSS CAUSED BY THIS MOMENTUM IS REPLACED FROM SOMEWHERE, BY SOME MEANS’. HERE A DUALISTIC THOUGHT APPEARS – EITHER ‘THE MOTION’ IS THE ‘BUILDING BLOCK OF MATTER / EVERY THING OR ‘THE MOTION’ IS A CHARACTER OF MATTER. I HAVE, FOR COMMON PURPOSES OF UNDERSTANDING, CHARACTERIZED MATTER AS AN INERT IDENTITY GOVERNED BY THE LAW OF INERTIA.IT DOES NOT WORK AT THE LEVEL YOU ARE THINKING.BUT MAKE IT SURE THAT THE 0 [ZERO] IN MY FUNDAMENTAL EQUATION [m v = 0] REPRESENTS NOTHING BUT ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’/ THE ULTIMATE NATURAL ‘NEGATIVE ENERGY’. HENCE, 0 = m’ v’ = m” v” ….. m v = 0. IT SAYS THAT ‘THE MOTION’ IS AN INDEPENDENT IDENTITY / EXPRESION OF THE NATURAL NEGATIVE ENERGY, WHICH ALWAYS RUNS AWAY FROM ITS POINT OF ‘GENERATION’ / RELEASE. AND IT [MOTION] IS THE MODUS OPERANDI OF THE ‘NATURALLY INDEPENDENT NEGATIVE ENERGY’, WHICH YOU CAN EXPRESS AS mv², OR m v² = 0. TO EXPRESS IT’S ACTION / EXISTENCE IT USUALLY DRIVES ON ANY MATTER, THUS BRINGING IT INTO MOTION APPLICABLE EVEN TO ANY CHARGED PARTICLE. HENCE, UNLIKE ‘THE MATTER’ THE ENERGY FOR ITS OPERATION NEEDS BOTH: ‘THE SPACE AND MATTER’. BUT, EVEN A SMALLEST OPERATION NEEDS MOMENT, THE LENGTH OF THE MOMENT IS DURATION. THE DURATION IS DEFINED AS TIME. THEREFORE, WITHOUT THIS THE ENERGY CAN’T ACT UP ON, OR CAN’T EXPRESS ITSELF i.e. IT CAN NOT EXIST BECAUSE IT IS MOTION i.e. m v² = 0 = m c². SIR, YOU MEAN TO SAY THAT THERE IS NOTHING EXCEPT THIS GREAT SPACE, THERE IS NOT ANY EXISTENCE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL NATURE, OURSELVES, AND THAT OF ANY PHYSICAL COUNT & QUANTUM? - I PRAYED BEFORE ‘THE ENERGY BORN OLD MAN’. HE SAID, NOT. THIS IS ‘THE MOTION / THE NEGATIVE ENERGY’ WHICH IS MOTHER OF ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’, TIME AND THE MATTER’. THEY DO KEEP ON ‘CONVERTING – REVERTING’ INTO ONE OTHER DUE TO ‘THE MOTIVE ACTION OF ENERGY’. A MOTIONAL BALANCE BETWEEN ‘ENERGY AND ALL OTHERS INCLUDING ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’ IS ALWAYS MAINTAINED. IT’S VALUE WITHIN ‘THE GREAT SPACE’ IS ALWAY EQUAL TO ZERO, OR YOU CAN SAY THAT THEY ARE ONE [THE UNIT EXIXTANT OF THE TIME] AS EXPRESSED BY YOUR EQUATION [-I ² = t ²] OR [-I ²/ t ² = -1]. SIR, YOU MEAN TO SAY THAT THE EQUATION m v² = 0 = mc² IS APPLICABLE WITHIN ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’, AND WITHIN THE EQUATION -I ²/ t² = -1 ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’, ENERGY, TIME AND MATTER ALL ARE ACCOMMODATED. IS IT SO, SIR? ‘THE ENERGY BORN OLD MAN’ SAID, YES. SIR – BUT THE ENERGY BALACE IN A VARIABLE ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD IS ALWAYS FOUND TO BE ZERO’. HE REACTED - CAN’T YOY REMEMBER YOUR RECENT EXPERIMENTAL EFFECT ON A PATHOGENIC STRAIN OF THE TRYPANOSOMA BRUCCI, WHERE YOU FOUND DEVELOPMENT OF NONPATHOGENIC STRAIN, THE RATE OF ITS CELL DIVISION ENHANCED UNDER THE EFFECT OF A VARIABLE ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD FROM OUT SIDE? CAN’T YOU REMEMBER - CHEMICALS, CAUSING VARIABLE ENERGY EFFECTS FROM OUT SIDE ON AN AMEOBIC CELL, ENSURE DEVELOPMENT OF AMEOBIC CYST HAVING NONPATHOGENIC NATURE, OR THE PATOGENOCITY CEASES OFF? HOW & WHY THESE CHANGES MAINTAINING ‘UNITY & VIABILITY’ TOOK PLACE WHITHOUT ANY ENERGY TRANSFORMATION / CONSUMPTION? IT CONSUMES ENERGY – HE SAID. HE ADVOCATED THAT HERE WAS A PRACTICAL DEMONSTRATION OF MY EQUATION - I ²/ t² = - 1, AND HE ASKED – “CAN ANY OF YOU BY ANY MEANS DEFFERENTIATE THE ‘MOTHER AND DAUGHTER CELLS’ OF AN AMEOBIC MICRO ORGANISM”? DON’T YOU NOTICE THERE ‘THE GREAT ENERGY MOTIONAL ACTIVITIES’ INICIATED IN THE MOTHER CELL? ALL THE ENERGY ACTIVITIES TAKE PLACE WITHIN THE CELL AND THE ENERGY EQUATION REMAINS AS SUCH m v² = 0 = mc² KEEPING THE TRANSFORMED MOTHER CELL UNCHANGED FROM THE NEW CELL - ‘THE DAUGHTER CELL’. WHICH DEVELOPS OUT FROM THE INNER SPACE OF THE MOTHER CELL CONFIRMING ENERGY DISBURSHMENT / ISOLATION AS SHOWN IN THE EQUATION - I ²/ t² = -1. WE CAN SEE HERE – HOW YOUR EQUATION - I²/ t² = -1 IS CONSERVING ‘THE UNIT EXISTANT’ WHERE ‘WHOLE SYSTEM – UNIT OF THE AMEOBIC CELL’ RETAINS - I² WITHIN ITSELF COVERED BY THE - t² REPRESENTING ‘INTERMEDIATE STATE’ BETWEEN THE SPACE [THE OUTER MEMBRANE] COVERING THE CELL AND ENERGY CONSOLIDATED AS ‘THE MATERIAL CONTENT’ OF THE AMEOBIC CELL. THE CONSERVATION OF ‘THE UNIT EXISTANT’ BY REPRODUCTION CONFIRMING YOUR ENERGY EQUATION -I²/t²= -1 IS AN UNIVERSAL EVENT APPLICABLE NOT ONLY TO UNICELLULARS, MULTICELLULARS BUT EVEN TO PLANETS, STARS AND TO ‘THIS GREAT SPACE’ TOO. HE REACERTAINED THAT WITH THE HELP OF - I²/ t² = - 1 AND m v² = 0 = mc² ALL AND ANY ENERGY ACTIVITY OF THE UNIVERSE CAN BE EXPLAINED AND UNDERSTOOD.I BOWED DOWN OVER HIS FEET CALLING HIM – ‘THE GRAND DA’. HE REACTED - NO. I AM THE GRAND FATHER OF YOUR SCIENCE –“PHYSICS” – HE SAID, AND HE DISAPPEARED INTO A VERY HIGH INTENSITY LIGHT’S RAYS. AND I RECOVERED BACK INTO SENSE.

I SAW SOME ONE IS SEATING BY ME.IT WAS A YOUNG LADY. SHE ASKED ME IN SOME TRIBAL / LOCAL LANGUAGE, WHICH WAS DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND. WHETHER I WAS NOW IN A POSITION TO LISTEN HER?

YES, I SHOOK MY HEAD WITH GREAT DIFFICULTY.

FOR THE LAST TWO DAYS I AM TAKING CARE OF YOU. I FELT SOME SNAKES AND / OR INSECTS POISONED YOU. YOU CAN SEE SOME SEMIPARALYSED POISONOUS SNAKES ARE HERE. THEY CANNOT MOVE. I HAVE NOT KILLED THEM.YOUR BODY WAS VERY MUCH COLD AND WAS LOOKING PALE. I BURNT THIS FIRE TO HEAT YOU. ARE YOU RAXHMAN, I AM TACHIYANA /TANIYA. I AM HERE IN DISGAISED. I AM SURE, YOU ARE THE RAXHMAN - MY COUSINE, THE ELDEST GRAND SON OF THE EX- WAZIRE ALA OF THE KING TZISCHENIYOK.I UNDERSTAND, YOU HAVE LOST YOUR MEMORY, YOU ARE SICK, I WILL DO EVERY THING FOR YOU.

I COULD NOT SPEEK ANY THING. I WAS FEELING VERY WEAK AND MY THROAT WAS DRY ENOUGH TO UTTER ANY THING. MORE OVER IT WAS VERY MUCH DIFFICULT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND HER LANGUAGE. BUT I UNDERSTOOD THAT ALL THE STORIES AND PREACHING REGARGING SCIENCE WAS NOTHING BUT A DREAM OF MY SUBCONSCIOUS MIND.

SHE MANAGED TO TAKE ME TO HOSPITAL. THERE AGAIN I LOST MY SENSE AND REMAINED UNDER RIGEROUS TREATMENTS FOR OVER A MONTH.WHEN I RECOVERED AND WAS UNDER FINAL MEDICAL INVESTIGATION FOR DISCHRAGE THE ATTENDING NURSE GAVE ME A NUMBER OF LETTERS. A FEW AMONG THEM WAS FROM MISS NAGESH WISHING ME FAST RECOVERY UNDERSIGNED AS ‘YOUR FAIR LADY’. SOME LETTERS WERE FROM JYOTSNA WISHING ME FAST RECOVERY.SOME LETTERS WERE OF ELEENA TZISCHINISKOBA BASHENIKOBA WISHIG FAST AND FINE RECOVRY. I COULD NOT RECOLLECT THIS LADY ELEENA. A FEW DAYS BEFORE WHEN I WAS TO LEAVE THE HOSPITAL ELEENA CAME UP TO MEET ME. I RECOGNISED HER. IMMEDIATELY FLASHED BACK THE WHOLE INCIDENTS. SHE TOLD THAT SHE WAS THE ELEENA. HER PASS PORT NAME IS THIS. SHE TOLD THAT AFTER RIGEROUS INTROGATIONS SHE HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO MEET ME AS AND WHEN ANY OF US WOULD FEEL SO. SHE TOLD ME THAT I WAS A DISTINGUISHED AND HIGHLY PROSPECTIVE MAN FOR THE NATION. SHE MADE ME TO KNOW THAT THERE REMAINED HIGH SECURITY PERSONS AROUND ME, AND ABOUT THE MOMENT HOW THEY LOST ME IN THE DENSE FOREST. IT WAS THESE PEOPLE WHO HELPED HER MANAGING MY HOSPITALIZATION. AFTER COMING BACK IN SENSE, I AGAIN FELL BACK INTO COMA .I WAS ASKED BY HER TO CALL BY A SIMPLE NAME – LENA. SHE WOULD BE VISITING ME VERY OFFTEN. SHE KNEW ALL ABOUT ME, AND MY ADDRESS. I NEVER SAW SUCH A KIND AND TENDER HEARTED GIRL IN MY LIFE. THIS TIME MY LIFE WAS SAVED DUE TO HER. I SHALL REMAIN OBLIGED TO HER FOR MY WHOLE LIFE.

THE DAY I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE THE HOSPITAL Dr JYOTSNA MET ME AND TOLD THAT Dr USHA IS HOSPITALIZED IN SOME HOSPITAL.SHE ATTEMPTED TO COMMITE SUI-CIDE TAKING HERSELF GUILTY FOR YOUR THIS COMA. NONE WAS SURE THAT YOU WOULD SURVIVE. USHA THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD NOT WITH STAND THE MENTAL SHOCK CAUSED BY HER REFUSAL FOR MARRIAGE. I DIRECTLY WENT TO THAT HOSPITAL TO MEET USHA. I MET HER TREATING DOCTOR. SHE KNEW ME. SHE SCOLDED ME FOR NOT TAKING CARE OF USHA.SHE WAS NOW OUT OF DANGER.

I WENT TO USHA, SAT BY HER BED, CONSOLED HER TELLING THAT- AS LONG AS SHE WOULD LOVE ME I WOULD NOT DIE, THE DAY SHE WOULD PUT HERSELF IN SUCH TROUBLE I WOULD CERTAINLY LEAVE MY BODY. I TOLD HER, THERE WAS NO FAULT OF HER LEAVING ME FOR HER MOTHER, SHE WOULD BE GETTING HER MOTHER AND NATION BOTH, AND MY LOVE AND RESPECT WOULD ALWAYS REMAIN WITH HER. SHE PROMISED NOT TO REPEAT SUCH ACTS.SHE TOLD THAT SHE BELIEVED IN ME, SHE WOULD BE WAITING FOR ME FOR WHOLE LIFE. SHE TOLD – THE GOD WOULD SOME TIMES PUT US TOGATHER.THE NEXT WEEK SHE LEFT FOR LONDON. I WAS LEFT LONE AND SAD, WHICH WAS ATTEMPTED TO REMOVE BY Dr. JYOTSNA EVEN BY PROPOSING ME FOR MARRIAGE WITH HER.

HAD USHA LOVED YOU SHE MUST HAD ACCEPTED YOUR PROPOSAL? EVERY WIFE EXPECTS LIVING WITH HER HUSBAND WHERE SO EVER HE WISHES TO BE.YOU ARE AN INDIAN BOY. EVERY INDIAN BOY WISHES TO HAVE BIG DOWRY. YOU WERE GETTING IT BY LIVING IN LONDON FOR WHOLE LIFE. YOU TOO HAVE REFUSED IT. I SAYS THAT YOU DID NOT EVERE WANTED TO MARRY HER.OR TO SAY STRAIGHT FORWARD THAT YOU TOO DO NOT LOVE HER. I LOVE YOU FROM THE VERY DAY I SAW YOU OVER A DECADE BACK. BUT MY LOVE IS ONE SIGHTED. YOU HAVE SEEN, I DID NOT ALLOW EVEN YOUR HANDSOME FRIEND – Dr RANA VERMA. HE WAS ALWAYS MAD FOR ME. I COULD HAVE MARRIED HIM.BUT I UNDERSTAND THE LOVE. IT DEMANDS SACRIFICATION, TOLERANCE AND DEDICATION. THE ULTIMATE OF ANY REAL LOVE COULD BE A MARRIAGE. BUT EVERY ONE MAY NOT HAVE ENOUGH LUCK TO GET THIS ULTIMATE. IT DOES NOT SAY THAT A SUICIDAL ATTEMPT BE MADE. IF ONE CAN’T SUSTAINE THE LOVE WHY SHOULD ONE LOVE? THE ULTIMATE SUCCESS OF LOVE IS MARRIAGE, BUT EVERY MARRIED PERSON KNOWS HOW DIFFICULT IS A MARRIED LIFE. ONE SHOULD WORSHIP BELOVED AS GOD AND GODESS. I HAVE PROVED MY LOVE TO YOU. I NEVER CAME IN BETWEEN YOU AND USHA. I ALWAYS HELPED HER GETTING YOU. I KNEW, HER ANCESTERS ARE INDIAN. SHE WILL NOT SUSTAIN REAL INDIAN LOVE. ONE DAY SHE WILL FAIL, THEN Dr MALLIK MAY ACCEPT MY PROPOSAL. YES, YOU ARE AN OUTSTANDING MAN. NO ONE CAN REACH YOUR SCIENTIFIC HIEGHT. NEVERTHELESS, I HAVE DEVELOPED INTEREST IN SCIENTIFIC RESEARCH. ONCE I WANTED TO PARTICIPATE IN YOUR SEMINAR ON THE MEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY & HISTOPATHOLOGY. YOU PUT SEVERAL QUESTIONS.I COULD NOT REPLY ANY OF THEM. I UNDERSTOOD IT WAS DIFFICULT TO REACH YOU. BUT YOU KNOW THAT I CAN PROVE BETTER ‘LIFE AND PROFESIONAL’ PARTNER TO YOU. YOU KNOW THAT I AM NOW A GOOD EPIDEMEOLOGIST. I HAVE GOT A PROVEN SCIENTIFIC SKILL AND APPROACH. MALLIK, I LOVE YOU. PLEASE MARRY ME. IF I DID NOT ALLOW ANY BODY FOR THE LAST TEN YEARS, I WOULD CERTAINLY NOT ALLOW ANY BODY IN MY WHOLE LIFE.I KNOW, USHA WILL CERTAINLY MARRY SOME ONE. BUT I SHALL NOT MARRY ANY BODY EXCEPT YOU. IF I AM REALLY AN INDIAN WOMAN, AND IF I REALY LOVE YOU, GOD WILL PUNISH YOU FOR MY ‘PAIN AND SORROWS’ IN LIFE. AND I SAY THIS REAL, DEEP LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU MAY SOME TIMES CHANGE INTO HATERATE AND CURSE. SHE RAN AWAY SOBBING. I KNOW SHE IS A BIG AUTHORITY. SHE HAS AS YET NOT MARRIED. SHE HAS CONTRIBUTED A LOT TO HER SCIENCE OF INTERESI. BUT I AM SUFFERING, MAY BE [I DON’T KNOW] DUE TO HER HATERATE AND CURSE.OR IT IS MY DESTINE - GIFTED BY THE GREAT GOD-

IT IS ANOTHER SHADOW OF THE ‘SAD’

THE SENIOR RESEACH OFFICER OF THE DEPARTMENT PUT BEFORE ME SOME JOURNALS OF REPUTE SAYING THAT THESE MIGHT BE OF MY INTEREST. I LEFT THE CHAMBER EARLY.I WENT DOWN TO MY BED AND THOUGHT TO RELAX BY GOING THROUGH THE SCIENTIFIC JOURNALS.I WAS MAD SEEING IT. EACH JOURNAL HAD PUBLISHED MY RESEARCH WORKS AUTHORED BY SOME CLOSED ASSOCIATES. THEY HAD TO BE PUBLISHED UNDER MY AUTHORSHIP FOR WHICH I HAD GIVEN THOSE WRITE-UP. I COULD NOT SPEAK EVEN A WORD TO THESE AUTHORES, I QUETIONED MYSELF – AM I A MAN? SHALL I BECOME A CITIZEN OF MY NATION? IS IT END OF MY LIFE? DO I UNDERSTAND THE PRINCIPLES OF MY LIFE I AM SURVIVING WITH? WHY DID I COME INTO EXISTENCE AS A MAN? WAS THIS MUCH THE PURPOSE OF MY LIFE? NOW I WAS NOWHERE. I LOST MY NATION I LOVED EXTREMELY. I LOST MY ‘HEART & HEAD- USHA NAGESH’ LETTING ME TO SURVIVE EVEN IN THIS TUFF WEATHER OF LIFE.I LOST MY MANY VALUABLE RESEACHES WISHED TO BE CONTRIBUTED/ PUBLISHED UNDER MY AUTHORSHIP.NOW I WAS LEFT HERE ONLY TO BREATH THE LAST. I TOOK SOME ‘BALJAME WITH BLACK COFFEE’ AND RETIRED IN THE THOUGHTS OF FRUSTRATION.

AROUNDTWELVE IN THE NOON NEXT DAY I WENT TO MY DEPARTMENT TO SUBMIT RESIGNATION AND TO SAY GOOD BYE FORGETTING THAT I HAD NOT ANY CITIZENSHIP OF ANY COUNTRY NIETHER I HAD ANY VISA – PASS PORT. I SAW, THERE WAS GATHERING OF NOT ONLY HUNDREDS OF PERSONALITIES OF SCIENTIFIC REPUTE, BUT IN THOUSANDS. I WAS SURPRISED TO SEE IT. I NEVER SAW SUCH A BIG GATHERING OF SCIENTISTS OF DIFFERENT WALKS OF THOUGHTS. WHAT WAS THE MATTER? EVEN TWO INTER COMMUNICATTING BIG HALLS COULD NOT ACCOMMODATE THEM.THEN THE PLACE WAS CHANGED USING THE OUTER SPACE CUM FIELD / PARK. I FOUND ENGINEER AJIT DAS AND Dr MAMATA RUSHING TO ME. WHERE HAD YOU BEEN? YOU ARE TO DEFEND YOUR GREAT RESEARCH WORK FOR WHICH TIME WAS FIXED A YEAR AGO. HOW YOU COULD DARE TO BE LATE BY THIRTY MINUTES. WELL, GET READY. I HEARD AUSPICIOUS OPENING SOUND OF THE BOTTLES OF SCHAMPANZ DRINK. BEAUTIFUL RED ROSES WERE BEING DISTRIBUTED. PROF. SAMIRNOBA RUSHED TO ME ASKING THE REASON FOR BECOMING LATE.I WAS ASKED BY Dr MAMTA AND AJEET TO OFFER THE FLOWERS AND DRINK TO HER.THAT I DID.I WAS ASKED TO STAND BEFORE THE AUDIENCE AND THE SCIENTISTS OF THE GREAT NATION. PROF. IGORE DIMITRIVITZ KIRPATOVSKY INTRODUCED ME BEFORE THEM. THE CHAIRMAN OF THE SCIENTISTS’ COMMITTEE ADDRESSED ABOUT THE GREAT WORK AND REQUESTED EVERY ONE TO LISTEN TO ME. I REPORTED MY WORKS BEFORE THEM. WITH THE PERMISION OF THE CHAIRPERSON I WAS ASKED NUMEROUS QUESTIONS, WHICH I COULD REPLY TO THEIR GREAT SATISFACTION. PEOPLE WERE HAPPY.THEY CONGRATULATED ME. SEVERAL DIGNITORIES SPOK ABOUT ‘THE BREAK THROUGH IN THE SCIENCE AND ITS APPLICATION PROBABILITIES’. IT WAS NOTHING BUT ONLY PLEASURE, PLEASURE AND PLEASURE IN THE SUROUNDING.WHO DID NOT ATTEMPTED TO CONGRATULATE ME FOR MY GREAT SCIENTIFIC REVELATIONS. I LEFT THE PLACE TO TAKE A RESITE. I ASKED TO Dr MAMATA AND AJEET WHERE FROM THE MONEY HAD BEEN MANAGED? ONLY THE ROSES MIGHT COST FOR HUNDRES OF THOUSANDS, I DIDN’T HAVE MONEY EVEN FOR THE NEXT DAY MEAL. THEY TOLD ME THAT IT WAS NOT KNOWN TO THEM.WHO BROUGHT THIS MUCH FLOWERS AND DRINKS.NO ONE COULD THINK ABOUT. I WAS WORRIED FOR THE NEXT BLOW ON MY HEAD FOR THE PAYMENT DEMAND. I GRADUALLY TOOK A WAY TO DISAPPEARE FROM THERE.I REACHED OUT SIDE ON THE ROAD AND FASTLY RUSHED TO THE NEAREST TRAM –STATION. I WAS PRAYING THE GOD LET THE TRAM COME SOON. I WAS THINKING - WHO COULD HAVE PAID THIS MUCH MONEY FOR ME? BY THAT TIME, I LISTEN A VOICE CALLING ME. I THOUGHT – I WAS COUGHT BY THE MONEY LENDER. OXH GOD, I DON’T KNOW HOW YOU ARE GOING TO SAVE ME? I SAW PROF. KIRPATOVSKY CAME DOWN FROM HIS CAR, AND ASKED ME TO SEAT DOWN WITH HIM IN THE CAR. I FOLLOWED HIM.HE WAS VERY HAPPY. HE TOLD THAT ONLY TO DAY HIS SON COULD PROVE HIMSELF WORTHY OF BEING HIS SON. HE TOLD – HE WAS NEVER WORRIED ADOPTING THIS SON, BUT HIS GOD FATHER HAD SUSPISION WHETHER I WAS CORRECT. EVEN HIS GOD FATHER WAS EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY. SIR, ‘ I KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS A LUCKY MAN ’ – I SAID. BUT I NEVER SAW YOUR SON AROUND YOU? - I QUERRIED. I WOULD SHOW HIM, FIRST LET ME KISS HIM –HE SPOK OUT, AND HUGGED AND KISSED ME WITH GREAT BLESSING. HIS EYES WERE FILLED WITH THE TEAR OF PLEASURE AND THE FACE WAS FULL OF CHARM. WAS I THE LUCKY GUY- I NEVER REALISED EARLIER, I BOWED TO HIS FEET AND ASKED HIM TO BLESS ME ALSO AS AN INDIAN FATHER- SO, HE DID SO. AFTER A WHILE HE ASKED ME TO GO TO THE REAR SEAT OF THE CAR, AND ASKED TO RELAX.

WHILE RELAXING A STRANGE EVENT OF MY LIFE APPEARED WITHIN MY THOUGHTS.TWENTY ONE MEDICAL SCIENCETISTS OF REPUTES WERE ALONG WITH PROF. KONIYAINCHHENKA. I WAS GIVEN A PATIENT TO PUT A PROVISIONAL DIAGNOSIS AND SUGGEST AN APPROPRIATE TREATMENT. I MET THE PATIENT, TOOK HIS HISTORY, STUDIED THE MEDICAL AND PARAMEDICAL INVESTIGATIONS. PUT THE DIAGONOSIS, AND PRESCRIBED TREATMENT, ASKED TO START IT IMMEDIATELY.MY ADVICE WAS FOLLOWED. WITHIN THREE HOURS THE REPORT OF THE TREATMENT GIVEN WAS HIGHLY EFFECTIVE. THE PATIENT WAS A MINISTER OF THE COUNTRY HOLDING VERY HIGH PORTFOLIO.HE CALLED BACK TO PROF. KONIYAINCHHENKA, EXPRESSED HIS GRATITUTE. HE TOLD, FOR THE LAST THREE YEARS HE HAD BEEN SUFFERING WITH THIS MEDICAL PROBLEM, NO ONE EXCEPT THIS YOUNG DOCTOR COULD GIVE HIM ANY RELIEF. HE EXPRESSED HIS SINCERE THANKS FOR ME. ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE COMMITTEE DISCUSSED AT LENGH, AND SEVERAL QUERRIES WERE PUT TO ME. PROF. KONIYAINCHHENKA TOLD TO LEARN SOME THING FROM ME WITHOUT LOOSING TIME FOR UNNECCESORY DISCUSION. THEY REQUESTED TO DELIVER SOME THING NEW, WHICH I MIGHT HAVE DONE IN GASTROENTEROLOGY, ESPECIALLY IN PEPTIC ULCER SCIENCE.I DELIVERED THE JIST OF RESEARCH AND ACIEVEMENTS MADE IN THIS PART OF THE CLINICAL SCIENCE.THEY APPRICIATED UNIVOCALLY. BUT THE OLD MAN, THE CHAIRMAN OF THE COMMITTEE KEPT SILENT.A BIG CERTIFICATE OF HONOUR AND DEGREE WAS SIGNED BY EVERY ONE TO OFFER ME, BUT THE CHAIRMAN REFUSED TO SIGN AND TOOK AWAY THE PAPER WITH HIM. HE TOLD, HE CANN’T REWARD SUCH A GREAT HONOUR TO A SMALL KID - MALLIK. WHOLE THE COMMITTEE FELT VERY SAD. THE OLD MAN TOLD, ‘YOU ALL WILL BE EXAMINED BY ME, NONE OF YOU DESERVE TO BE CALLED MEDICAL SCIENTIST OF REPUTE’. EVERY BODY WAS IN PECULIAR SITUATION. HE STARTED PUTTING QUESTIONS AFTER QUESTIONS- ONE AFTER ANOTHER.I KEPT ON REPLYING HIM. NOW, HE TUNRED TO SURGERY, OPERATIVE SURGERY, TOPOGRAPHICAL ANATOMY, PATHOMORPHOLOGY AND APPLIED PHYSIOLOGY. PROF. KONIYAINCHHENKA AND SOME OF THE MEMBERS OF THE COMMITTEE REACTED TO QUERRIES OVER THE SURGICAL PROBLEMS.HE, THE OLD MAN, DID NOT CARE FOR ANY BODY.HE NOW STARTED ASKING ON THE QUESTIONS RELATED TO ENDOCRINOLOGY AND STEROIDS. THIS WAS VERY NEW AND PROSPECTIVE ART OF THE MEDICAL SCIENCE, WHICH I HAD BEEN ENJOYING A LOT. FINALLY HE WAS FOUND ‘OVER SATISFIED’ AND CONGRATULATED TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE COMMITTEE TELLING THAT THEY DESERVE TO BE CALLED MEDICAL SCIENTIST OF GREAT REPUTE. BUT, HE WAS STILL NOT READY TO SIGN THE PAPER.HE ASKED ME TO GO OUT OF THE HALL. AFTER SOME TIME HE – ‘ THE GIANT OLD AND STAUT MAN LIMBING ON HIS FEET’ CAME OUT.HE HOLD ME UP IN HIS STRONG LAP, KEPT ON HANGING ME UP - TILL HE REACHED TO HIS CAR.HE THREW ME IN IT, AND DROVE AWAY. I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND ANY THING. HE SPOK OUT- ‘I WAS HAVING GREAT DOUBT IN MY SON, I HAD BEEN THINKING THAT MY SON HAS GONE OLD DUE TO WHICH HE HAS COMMITTED THIS GREAT MISTAKE BY ADOPTING A GRAND SON FOR ME, WITHOUT MY PRECONFIRMATION. BUT, NOW I THINK, MY SON IS STILL ‘GREEN AND CLEAVER’ THAN ME. HE HAS DONE GREAT THING FOR ME.HE IS HOLDING MY CAP UP’. BEFORE ASKING ME TO GET DOWN FROM THE CAR HE KISSED ME WITH LOVE AND HANDED OVER THE GREAT CERTIFICATE OF HONOUR. I REFUSED TO TAKE IT. I TOLD, IT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME FOR BEING ACCEPTED BY YOU AND BY RECONFIRMING IGORE DIMITRIVITZ A BLAMELESS SON OF YOUR. I LEFT THE PLACE.I WAS ALMOST SLEPT WHILE RECALLING MY ‘GRAND GOD FATHER’.

I HEARD ASKING ME – MALLIK, COME DOWM, LET US GO, WE HAVE REACHED. THERE WAS VERY BIG AND BEAUTIFUL BOUNDARY.WELL DECORED MEN WELCOMED US. WE GOT IN THE CASTLE. I FOUND EXCEPT FLOWERS AND COVERINGS, EVERY THING WAS OF GOLD OR OF GOLDEN PRECIOUS METALS.NUMEROUS HALLS OF SIMILLAR DECORATION WERE FULL OF ‘PEOPLE AND PARTICIPANTS OF THE GREAT EVENT’ OF MY LIFE.ALL WERE JOYFULL AND WECOMED US.MEALS, DRINKS AND DANCE / MUSICS OF CHOICE WERE BEING SERVED.PEOPLE WERE ADDRESSING ME AND IGORE DIMITRIVITZ WITH ALL DIGNIFIED WORDS AND TRIUMPHATICS.CLOSER TO THE MID OF THE NIGHT A SMART AND BEAUTIFUL LADY WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO SPEAK ONLY A FEW WORDS OF TOAST. SHE SPOK OUT – ‘ THERE IS NO END OF PLEASURE FOR THE GIFT Dr MALLIK HAS GIVEN TO OUR NATION, SCIENCE AND HUMANITY. EVERY ONE AMONG US IS HAPPY. I AM SURE, LET TIME FORGET HIM BUT THE SCIENCE WILL BE USING ‘TERMINOLOGY AND FINDINGS’ OF Dr MALLIK FOR THE PROSPERITY OF HUMANITY. ALL ARE HAPPY. THE ENVIRONMENT AND AIR ARE FILLED WITH PLEASURE. PEOPLE PARTICIPANTS ARE WELL SATISFIED AND RELAXED FOR THE SCIENTIFIC ACHIEVENTS GIFTED BY Dr MALLIK, BUT – BUT- BUT I AM THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS MOST UNLUCKY AND WORRIED. I KNOW, Dr. MALLIK WILL LEAVE OUR NATION. NO BODY ON THIS EARTH CAN RESTRAIN HIM HERE. OFF COURSE, EVERY ONE LOVES HIS NATION, Dr. MALLIK TOO. I DON’T KNOW WHO HAS HOW MUCH LOVED HIM? BUT, I REALLY LOVED HIM. I SHALL BE FEELING MYSELF WIDOW IN REAL SENSE OF THOUGHTS WITHOUT HIM.SO I REQUEST EVERY OF YOU TO SHARE MY SORROW AND DRINK FOR ME’. THE ATMOSPHARE WAS FULL OF CHEERS AND CLAPPINGS. ALL ENJOYED THE LAST DRINK OF THE PIOUS, UNILATERAL AND ONE SIGHTED LOVE DEVOTED TO Dr MALLIK BY A LADY OF IMMENCE SCIENTIFIC PERSONALITY.

I WAS WORRY FOR THE HUGE EXPENDITURE INCCURED IN THIS BANQUATE OF HONOUR. I MET THE CARE TAKER OF THESE ACTIVITIES AND ASKED - HOW MUCH AND WHITHIN WHAT TIME THE PAYMENTS SHOULD BE MADE CLEARED. HE TOLD – ‘ALL PAYMENTS ARE CLEARED, NOTHING IS TO WORRY’. HE ASKED ME TO ENJOY THE EVENT, AND PRESENTED BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS OF CHOICE TO ME.I NEVER NEW, WHO TOOK THIS MUCH PAIN FOR ME.I THANKED TO THE GREAT GOD.BEFORE WE LEFT THE PLACE I WAS SUGGESTED TO TAKE REST AND ENJOY AT OWN WILL’S DISPOSALS, FORGET ABOUT SCIENCE AND RESEACH FOR SOME TIMES, WHEN YOU WILL TOTALLY GET TIRED OF THE REST YOU WILL COME AND REPORT TO ME – TOLD IGORE DIMITRIVITZ.

JUST AFTER TWO MONTHS I MET IGORE DIMITRIVITZ. HE TOLD ME –THERE IS ANOTHER PART OF LIFE EXCEPT THE RESEACH AND WORKS.HE GAVE SOME LITERATURE AND ASKED ME TO DELIVER LECTURES TO ESTABLISHED AND PROSPECTIVE MEDICAL DOCTORS. THE CLASSES WERE SCHEDULED TO BE FOR TWO HOURS EACH WEEK - FROM FIVE TO SEVEN ON EVERY SATURDAY.HE WOULD START THE FIRST LECTURE AND I WOULD HAVE TO CONTINUE. EACH BATCH WOULD BE OF ONE HUNDRED TWENTY STUDENTS, AND I WOULD HAVE TO FINISH THE COURSES IN EIGHT CLASSES / LECTURES.THE SUBJECT WAS TOTALLY NEW & DIFFICULT. I WAS YOUNG AND INEXPERIENCE.I FOUND MYSELF NOT IN A POSITION TO ACCEPT THE ASIGNMENT.BUT THE ORDER WAS AN ORDER. I ATTEMPTED TO COMPLETE THE LECTURES IN THE BEST MANNER. THE SUBJECT WAS OF GREAT INTEREST FOR ALL – THE YOUNG, ADULT AND OLD. IT WAS APPLIED SCIENCE ON SEXOLOGY.GRADUALLY THE ATTENDACE OF LISTENERS INCREASED SWELLING TO FIVE / SIX HUNDRED AND MORE. DURING QUERRY PERIOD THE QUESTIONS WERE PECULIAR AND SOME TIMES SHAMEFUL. BUT ‘THE SCIENCE IS A SCIENCE’- IT IS MEANT FOR PEOPLE OF ALL WALKS OF LIFE. I HAD TO COMPROMISE WITH ALL TYPES OF HESITATIONS AND SHY.IN THE LAST LECTURE OF THE FIRST COURSE COMPLETING EIGHT CLASSES I HAD TO EXPLAIN AND DEMONSTRATE ALL THE FIVE STAGES OF THE SEX IN PRACTICE IN HUMAN LIFE, WHICH I COMPLETED WITH GREAT CARE AND PATIENCE.THERE WAS PIN-DROP SILENCE IN THE AUDITORIUM.I FINISHED IT SUCCESSFULLY WITH THE GRACE OF THE GOD, AND WANTED TO LEAVE THE AUDITORIUM QUICKLY WITHOUT ALLOWING ANY BODY TO PUT ANY QUESTION. BUT THE EFFORT WENT IN VEIN. I WAS ASKED BY A YOUNG LADY DOCTOR-SIR, ‘ ALL THESE STAGES ARE TO BE COMPLETED FOR COMPLETE HUMAN SEX - IS A RULE OF THE NATURE’? I REPLIED, YES. THE NEXT QUESTION WAS –SIR, HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED IT-SIR? I REPLIED – ‘YOU KNOW IT, YOU HAVE CALLED ME A FOOLISH / STUPID’.

I COULD NOT REALISE HOW ONE YEAR PASSED KEEPING MYSELF BUSY IN TEACHING, RESEARCH AND CLINICAL WORKS. ABOVE ALL, I HAD TO KEEP ENGAGED IN WRITING COMMENTS ON THESISES OF PROSPECTIVE INTERNAL AND FINAL / EXTERNAL DEFENDS TO BE TAKEN UP BY A NUMBER OF CANDIDATES. PRACTICALLY, THREE TO FIVE DAYS A WEEK WE HAD TO ATTEND BANQUATES FOR ACHIEVING SOME SCIENTIFIC SUCCESSES BY SOME ONE.I FORGOT ALL THE FRUSTRATIONS AND SORROWS. I HAD ACCEPTED THE LIFE GIVEN BY MY FORTUNE. I WAS SATISFIED. I WAS GIVEN EVERY THING I NEEDED TO CONDUCT ANY RESEACH AT WILL. SUDDENLY I RECEIVED ONE CONFIDENTIAL LETTER TO MEET SOME AUTHORITY AT PERTICULAR TIME, DATE AND PLACE. I WENT THERE.THERE FROM I WAS TAKEN TO SOME OTHER PLACE. NO BODY COULD BE SEEN THERE.THE MAN BROUGHT ME HAD ALREADY LEFT THE PLACE. IT WAS A VERY HOT DAY.JUST AFTER A FEW MUNUTES ONE YOUNG AND SMART LADY CAME OUT AND TOOK ME INSIDE A VERY NICELY DECORATED CHAMBER. SHE ASKED ME TO RELAX AND WAIT.SHE GOT AWAY. THERE WAS NO ONE. THERE WERE MANY SUCH CHAMBERS, ALL MADE OF TRANSPARENT GLASSES. BUT THERE WAS NO ONE IN ANY CHAMBER. I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE PLACE AND THE PURPOSE OF MY CALL OVER THERE.WITHOUT ANY WORRY I AWAITED FOR A VERY SHORT PERIOD. I WAS FULLY RELAXED FROME THE HOT WEATHER OUT SIDE I HAD FACED. THE AREA OF THE PLACE WAS NOT VERY MUCH COMMUNICABLE FOR THE COMMON PEOPLE. I SAW A GENTLE ADULT LADY OF HIGHLY INFLUENSIVE PERSONALITY TURNED UP BEFORE ME, AND WELCOME ME. WITHOUT LOOSING ANY TIME SHE TOLD ME - YOU ARE THE FIRST MAN IN THE HISTORY OF THIS COUNTRY TO BE AWARDED SUCH A GREAT HONOUR. THE AUTHORITY HAS EXPRESSED SORRY FOR GIVING THIS AWARD / HONOUR SO LATE. IT WAS QUITE A DIFFICULT FOR TAKING DECISION TO WHICH DISCIPLINE OF SCIENCES YOU SHOULD BE KEPT AND AWARDED THIS GREAT HONOUR- TO PHYSICS, MATHEMATICS, CHEMESTRY, ENGINEERING, MEDICINE AND FOOD, SURGERY, PATHOLOGY, TRANSPLANTATION AND GRAFTING, APPLIIED BIOLOGY etc, etc, OR ALL OTHER. THE AUTHORITIES OF ALL THE DISCIPLINES / THOUGHTS OF SCIENCES HAVE PUT THEIR SINGATURES DECLEARING THEIR POSITIVE CONCENTS FOR AWARDING THE HIGHEST POSSIBLE HONOUR TO YOU. THE JOINT COMMISSION OF TOP SCIENTISTS OF ALL THE DISCIPLINES HAS AGREED TO AWARD YOU A BLANK BUT UNDER SIGNED AND STAMPED OFFICIAL PAPER. THERE UP ON YOU CAN WRITE DOWN HIGHEST AND BEST NOMINICLATURE OF THE HONOUR / AWARD AND DEGREE OR SUBJECTS / DISCIPLINES ONE OR MANY OR ALL AS PER YOUR WILL.I UNDERSTOOD THAT THE PRESENT IS VAGUE AND THE FUTURE IS QUITE DARK. SUCH THING NEVER HAPPENED IN THE HISTORY OF SCIENCE AND HUMANITY.NO ONE ON THE EARTH IS TO BELIEVE AND ACCEPT THIS PAPER AND MY CONTRIBUTIONS TO SCIENCES AND TECHNOLOGIES. BUT I SHOULD NOT REFUSE IT TOO.I UTTERED OUT THAT ‘MEDICAL SCIENCE ‘ BEFORE I COULD COMPLETE MY SENTENCE SHE WROTE DOWN THIS WORD.I SPOK OUT QUICKLY BUT IN SURGERY, AGAIN BEFORE COMPLETTING MY SENTENCE SHE WROTE DOWN THIS WORD TOO. NOW I COULD NOT DARE TO UTTER ANY SOUND.SHE STARTED LOOKING AT MY FACE. I TOOK AWAY THE PAPER FROM HER TABLE AFRAIDING THAT SHE WOULD WRITE DOWN SOME THING MORE.SHE ASKED ME – ONLY THIS MUCH WILL SATISFY YOU? IT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH- I REPLIED. SHE ASKED FOR A CUP OF TEA TO TAKE WITH HER. I CONVEYED MY THANKS AND LEFT THE CHAMBER WITHOUT SEEKING ANY PERMISION. BEFORE I COULD LEAVE THE ROOM THE SAME RECEPTIONIST APPEARED BEFORE ME AND TOOK ME OUT FROM THE HALL OUT SIDE ON THE VARENDA OF THE GREAT CASTLE OF UNKNOWN IDENTITY.SHE AGAIN WENT AWAY.THERE WAS NOTHING / NO BODY OUT SIDE. I WAS SUNK IN DEEP THOUGHTS. SUDDENLY LIGHTENING WITH HEAVY THUNDER WAS HEARD. THE SKY BURST OUT WITH HEAVIEST POSSIBLE RAIN OUT POURING. IT TOOK HARDLY ANY SECOND TO SUBMERGE EVEN THE VARENDA OF THE BUILDING - ABOUT TEN TO TWELVE FEET ABOVE THE GROUND. I WAS VERY MUCH SCARED FOR THE PIECE OF STRANGE PAPER I WAS AWARED. AS IMMEDIATELY THE WATER TOUCHED MY FEET THE SKY STOPPED RAINING, THE BURNING SUN APPEARED IN THE SKY, WATER DIS APPEARED AS IF THER WAS NO RAIN – NO WATER POURING. I WAS ASTONISHED. ONE EMPTY VEHICLE COME TO ME, OFFERED ME TO GET IN AND TOOK ME TO THE DESTINATION. WITHOUT TAKING ANY CARRIAGE CHARGE THE VEHICLE WENT AWAY. I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND THE DRAMA OF THE NATURE AND THAT OF MY FATE. I KEPT ON THINKING WEEKS TO- GATHER. I WENT TO SHOW THE PAPER TO MY GOD FATHER – PROF. I.D.KIRPATOVSKY. HE REPLIED, EVEN HE DID NOT DESERVE SUCH A GREAT HONOUR. HE SINCERELY CONGRATULATED ME. HIS EYES WERE FULL OF LOVE AND PROUD. BUT MY MIND WAS CONSPICOUSLY ABANDONED.

I WAS AWARDED MANY AUTHORSHIPS, CERTIFICATES, DIPLOMAS, DEGREES, DOCTORATES IN SCIENCES AND PHILOSOPHY, MEMBERSHIPS, PATENTES AND HONOUR .I WAS REQUESTED TO ACCEPT THE ACTIVE MEMBERSHIP CUM VICE – CHAIRMANSHIP OF THE THEN NEWLY INCORPORATED AIS ON CVR. I WAS GIVEN ALL FACILITIES AND CARE TO SURVIVE AT WILL WITH FULL FREEDOM. EVEN MY BED ROOM WAS FULL OF TOOLS AND EQUIPMENTS OF NEED AND CHOICE TO CONDUCT ANY RESEARCH WORK, OR TO CHECK ANY IDEA CROPT-UP IN MY MIND. MY PERSONAL NEED AND NECCESITY FOR CORPORAL REQUIREMENTS WERE ALWAYS MET WITHOUT ANY STRAIN OR STRESS, AS IF THESE WERE NOT ANY MATTER OF SIGNIFICANCE. I NEVER FELT THAT SUCH THINGS WERE ESSENTIAL REQUISITIES TO STRIVE WITH, THROUGH OUT THE LIFE. I TOTALLY FORGOT MY NATION, MOTHER AND LOVE. I FORGOT MYSELF TOO. I WAS LIVING IN COMPLETE ABSTRACT.

HOW DID THE TIME KEPT ON PASSING COULD NOT BE NOTICED BY ME.THESE LAST FEW MONTHS I WAS ATTEMPTING TO ESTABLISH A BIOLOGICAL CO-RELATION WITH THE ENERGY, MATTER, TIME AND SPACE ‘ CONVERSION-REVERSION’. I WAS STUDYING IT ON A LIVING MOUSE MICROCIRCULATION MODEL.THE FINEST PART OF CAPILLIARIES, ON IMMOBILE DIPLOID CELLS, WITH RARE SUPPORT OF ADVENTICIAL CELLS WAS MY SPOT OF OBSERVATION. I USED TO SEE THE ACTIVITIES OF INTIMA UNDER HIGH POWER AMPLIFICATION. IT WAS INTERESTING TO OBSERVE ‘ THE DISPLAY AND DISAPPEARANCE ’ OF A VERY SMALL INTRA CELLULAR [FROM INTEMAL CELL] ‘FLUID BUBBLE’ MAKING VERY FINE - PUNY FILM AROUND AND ABOVE THE PLASMA MEMBRANE OF THE CELL.WITH THE INCREASE OF THE INTRACELLULAR ENERGY RELEASE [MICRO-ENERGY EXPLOSION CAUSED BY THE CONVERSION OF ENERGY INTO MATTER] THE SIZE & DURATION OF EXISTENCE OF SUCH “ PUNY FLUID BUBBLES’ FILM ” CREATING AN EXTRACELLULAR SPACE COVERING [BY THE FILM – LAYER] THE ENTIRE CELLULAR PLASMA MEMBRANE [ALIKE THE AMEOBIC CYST], DRASTICALLY INCREASES. A REVERSE RELATIONSHIP WAS FOUND WITH THE DECREASE OF THE INTRACELLULAR ENERGY RELEASE. THIS BIOLOGICAL ACTIVITY IS FULL OF AMBIGUITIES, AND IS PRIMARILY CONCERNED WITH THE CELLULAR METABOLISM AND ITS DEFENCE MECHANISM - RELATED TO AMMEURTIZATION [AS A SHOCK ABSORBER TO COUNTER THE INTRACELLULAR MICRO-ENERGY EXPLOSION - PRESSURE, AND ANY OTHER THRUST DEVELOPED IN SIDE A DIPLOID CELL]. ITS SUBSTANTIAL BASIS IN SIDE ANY CELL IS THE ‘PRESENCE OF A WELL SPREAD NET - WORK OF THE CANALICULLI’ SYSTEM. SIMILAR ENERGY EXPLOSIONS WITH CONVERSION-REVERSION MANIFESTATIONS ARE WELL KNOWN AMONG MOBILE HEPLOID CELLS- AS A BIOLOGICAL EVENT WHEN (-Q) CHARGED HEPLOID OVERIAN CELL IS MULTIPLIED WITH (+Q) CHARGED HEPLOID SPERMATIC CELL AN UNITED UNIT OF EMBRYON APPEAR, THAT IS (-Q) ×(+Q)=-1. AND AS A PHYSICAL EVENT HERE- IT CAN NOT BE RULED OUT IT TO BE A LIVE BIOLOGICAL MANIFESTATION OF ‘CONVERSION-REVERSION’ OF THE ACCELERATED explosive ENERGY (- E= - I ² =-m = - t ² = -r ²) AND INTO MATTERS [OXYDANTS & REDUCTANTS], WHERE r ² IS ‘THE SPACE’. AKIN TO THE UNACCELERATED ENERGY [RC/T =1] WHERE THE TIME IS FOUND TO BE DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO THE ENERGY, HERE IN CASE OF AN ACCELERATED [-Q²/ t² = -1] ENERGY THE MATTER, TIME AND SPACE, ALL ARE TOO DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO THE ENERGY -I². ITS ‘CONVERSION–REVERSION’ IS A CONTINEOUS PROCESS. DISCOVERY OF A GREAT LAW OF THE NATURE TOOK PLACE. NOW IT WAS NAMED AS A NATURAL LAW OF ‘CONVERSION – REVERSION’. THE LAW STATES: TOTAL CONVERSION OF TIME [t ²] INTO SPACE [r ²] FROM PERUNIT MASS / ENERGY [-Q ²] IS EQUAL TO SUPER CONDUCTION REVERSING STATE [Ev = 3 Er] OF AN ACCELERATED NEGATIVE ENERGY [ -I ² = 1],WHICH CAN BE EXPRESSED AS: -Q ² = m= t ² = r ²AND -Q ²/ t ² =1 = - I ². THIS CAN ALSO BE UNDERSTOOD AS: ONE UNITED AND ACCELERATED UNIT OF 'VIRTUAL & REAL' ENERGY (E) CARRIED AWAY AND AHEAD BY ONE UNITED UNIT OF 'VIRTUAL & REAL' MASS (m) IN COMPLETELY DISSIPIABLE DISTANCE COVERED (VIRTUAL & REAL) AREA (-r x + r) WITHIN COMBINED ONE UNIT OF THE 'VIRTUAL & REAL' TIME (-t x +t ) EXPRESSED AS FREQUENCY OF "FISSION & FUSION" OF AN EXPLODED (SAY, HYDROGEN) ATOM. THIS LAW COULD BE FULLY PROVED BY THE ‘ PERPETUAL GEN-POT' DEVELOPED BY ME (Ref: LOGON TO drmallikaugmentsenergy.tripod.com, and CLICK ON -THE STAR WAR IN VIRTUAL POWER LAB). HENCE FORTH, WE ARE TO CONSIDER THAT - WITHOUT THE COSMOLOGICAL CONSTANT THE ACCELERATED MASS IS DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO THE ACCELERATED ENERGY APPLIED THERE UPON WITHIN AN AREA CREATED BY THE 'EFFECTS & EXISTENCE' OF THE MOTIONAL VEHICLES OF ENERGY INTERACTIONS. THIS RETARTED OR ACCELERATED INDUCED ENERGY IN OUR SET OF EXPERIMENTATION APPEAR AS AMPERAGE DEVELOPMENT WITHOUT GIVING ANY POWER LOAD OR WITHOUT RECORDING ANY ENERGY CONSUMPTION. THIS CAN BE BIPOLAR IN MOTION OR UNIPOLAR OF LAGGING OR LEADING NATURE. THE UNITED UNIT OF THIS ENERGY COMPONENT, AS STATED EARLIER, CAN BE MEASURED BY SUBSTRACTING ONE FROM THE MAXIMUM VALUE OF THE SUPERCONDUCTIVE AMPERE RECORDED. NOW THE UNDER ROOTE VALUE OF THIS FIGURE WILL BE REPRESENTING THE (-Q) AND (+Q) CAPACITY OF ENERGY AUGMENTATION CAN BE INDUCED/HARVESTED FROM THE POWER GENERATING SOURCE IN ACTION, SAY FROM XKVA TO 2XKVA OR 3 XKVA...TIMES ONLY. NOW IT IS OBVIOUS TO UNDERSTAND THAT mV × V = mC ×C = E = (-Q) × (+Q)/ t × t = 0. AND ALL THE RELATED FORMULATIONS USED ABOVE ARE IN CONFIRMATION WITH THIS ZERO VALUE, WHICH IS (THE ZERO VALUE) A MERE REPRESENTATION OF THE VIRTUAL ENERGY (ENERGY NOT RECORDABLE BY ANY REAL ENERGY RECORDING MACHINE). SINCE THE VIRTUAL PHYSICAL IDENTITIES (DARK MATTERS, DARK SPACE, DARK ENERGY ETC ) ARE MINIMUM THREE TIMES MORE POTENT THAN THE REALS THE TOTAL SUM OF THE VIRTUALS ARE TO CONSTITUTE 1/3rd QUANTA OF THE REAL PHYSICAL IDENTITIES OF THE UNIVERSE TO MAINTAIN "THE UNITY EXISTENCE". BUT THE TIME t ²WAS STILL VERY MUCH AMBIGUOUS FOR ME (Ref: LOGONTO drmallikaugmentsenergy.tripod.com, And CLICK TO "THE TIME CONTRACTION" and 'WE ARE "TIME-SPACE" TRAVELLER' ).

I WAS ABSORBED THINKING AND TRYING A STILL BETTER EVIDENCE OF THE TIME t ²UNDER MY MICROSCOPE. I WAS RESTLESS. I SPENT WHOLE NIGHT AFTER IT. THERE WAS NO END OF THIS PROBLEM. BY THIS MOMENT I HEARD A LADY VOICE. I FOUND SEATING IN MY ROOM THE SUPRINTENDENT- LUDMILA PITROVNA. I WISHED HER - GOOD MORNING, AND EXPRESSED MY SORROW FOR HAVING NOT SEEN HER FOR LONG TIME. SHE ASKED ME TO FINISH UP MY WORK. AFTER A FORMAL TALK SHE ASKED ME WHETHER I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO INDIA ON A SHORT TRIP?

INDIA? I WAS STILL ABSORBED IN THE DEEP THOUGHT ABOUT THE TIME- t², I COULD NOT RECOLLECT THE WORD INDIA. I SMILED AND ASKED HER – WHAT THIS WORD INDIA IS? SHE UNDERSTOOD: - MORE THAN DECADE HAD PASSED I KEPT TOTALLY BUSY WITH EDUCATION AND RESEARCH. ‘ THERE EXISTED NOTHING FOR ME EXCEPT RESEACH .I HAD FORGOTTEN EVERY THING EXCEPT THE SCIENCE / RESEACH’. LUDMILA PETROVNA PUT THIS MATTER IN OTHER WAY- SHE TOLD THAT AN INVITATION TO DELIVER SOME LECTURES IN SOME INDIAN MEDICAL INSTITUTIONS OF REPUT WAS RECEIVED BY PROF. I.D.KIRPATOVSKY. THE SUBJECT IS CONCERNED WITH MY RESEARCH WORKS. IF I WOULD ACCEPT THIS PROPOSAL TO ACCOMPANY HIM THEN HE WOULD ACCEPT IT FOR VISITING INDIA. SHE TOLD, IT WAS DIFFICULT TO LOCATE ME DURING DAY TIME SO SHE HAD TO SEE ME SO EARLY IN THIS MORNING.I REPLIED, I CAN GO ANY WHERE IF IGORE DIMITRIVITZ NEEDS. PLEASE, CONVEY MY POSITIVE CONCENT TO HIM. SHE LEFT THE ROOM TELLING ME GOOD BYE.AND I WENT TO MY BED.THE WORD INDIA WAS NOW HAUNTING IN MY MIND.

WHAT IT COULD BE? HAVE I REPLIED CORRECTLY TO LUDMILA PITROVNA? SHE WAS ASKING ME TO VISIT INDIA. HOW INDIA IS VISITED? I DO NOT HAVE ANY PRIOR EXPERIENCE OF VISITING ANY INDIA. I DECIDED TO ASK THIS PROBLEM TO IGORE DIMITRIVITZ, DIRECTLY.I TOOK A SEEP OF THE BLACK COFFEE WITH CIGARETTE AND TRIED MY BEST TO GO IN ASLEEP.

NEXT DAY, I HEARD SOME NEWS THAT A BIG PART OF PAKISTAN HAD BEEN TAKEN OVER BY THE INDIAN ARMY.THE PRIME MINISTER Mrs. INDIRA GANDHI WAS BEING PRAISED BY THEM.I WAS CONGRATULATED BY SOME FRIENDS. I HEARD A LOT OF PRAISE FOR INDIANS AND INDIA FROM THEM. I STARTED RECOLLECTING MY PAST.DURING OUR CHILDHOOD, WE USED TO TAKE TRICOLOURED FLAG SHOUTTING SLOGANS IN FAVOUR OF OUR COUNTRY- INDIA, AND ITS GREAT POLITICAL PERSONALITIES – MAHATMA GANDHI, JAWAHAR LAL NEHRU, SHUBHASH CHANDRA BOSE AND OTHER. DURING THESE OCCASIONS WE CHILDREN USED TO GET SWEETS AFTER HAVING MADE A ROUND OF OUR VILLAGE IN THE EARLY MORNING, ESPECIALLY ON THE TWENTY SIXTH JANUARY AND ON THE FIFTEENTH AUGUST.I RECOLLECTED MY WHOLE BACK PERIOD OF LIFE- HOW WE WERE DEDICATED TO OUR NATION AND THE EXTRIME LOVE WE HAD FOR OUR TRICOLOURED NATIONAL FLAG.

I RECOLLECTED MY MOTHER, FATHER BROTHERS, SISTERS AND MANY-MANY FRIENDS.HOW I WAS BEATEN SEVERAL TIMES BY MY PARENTS – BROTHERS –SISTERS AND TEACHERS FOR NOT ATTENDING SCHOOL, AND FOR NOT DOING HOME TASKS GIVEN BY THEM. I NEVER LIKED ANY TEACHER TEACHING ME EVEN THE BASIC ALPHABETS WITHOUT GIVING ANY REASONINGS. I USED TO RUN AWY FROM MY SCHOOL AND I USED TO GO FOR PLAYS. I ENJOYED MANY LOCAL PLAYS: WRESTLING –EXCERCISES-YOGAS-PRANYAMS [THE BREATHING EXERCISE], CLIMBING ON TREAS, JUMPING IN WATER / RIVER / POUNDS AND SWIMMING IN THE RIVERS / WATER POUNDS. LOCALLY I WAS WELL KNOWN FOR KABADHI-FOOT BALL PLAY-GULLI DANDAH PLAY AND FOR YOGAS’ EXERCISES. ELDERLY PEOPLE LOVED LISTENING TO ME. I WAS LOVED VERY MUCH BY ONE OF MY BROTHER IN RELATION Mr. BRIJ BIHARI LAL DAS, WHO USED TO SAY ME IN DETAIL THE STORIES OF OUR HERIDATRY MYTH AND TRUTH. I CAN’T FORGET HIM. I DID PAY GREAT HONOUR TO THE GREAT MAN –BRIJ BIHARI LAL DAS. I RECOLLECTED- MY EDUCATION COULD HAVE NOT GONE AHEAD IF THERE HAD NOT BEEN THE HEAD MASTER [TEACHER] RADHA KANT JHA OF OUR VILLAGE PRIMARY SCHOOL. HE UNDERSTOOD ME. HE STARTED KEEPING ME WITH HIMSELF.HE TOUGHT ME WHAT SOEVER BUT WITH VERY STRONG REASONINGS. I MASTERED THE PREMIER MATHEMATICS COURSES OF STUDIES OF THOSE DAYS – YADAVA CHANDRA CHAKRVARTTI, IN THE VERY EARLY AGE AND CLASSES. BEFORE I COULD COMPLETE THE EDUCATION OF STANDARD CLASS - THIRD I COULD LEARN OFF THE ENGLISH GRAMMER – ‘ THE BIGNER’S ENGLISH GRAMMER’ BOOK, ON THE BACK OF BAFFALO WHILE GRAZING IT ON THE FIELD. MY FATHER / FAMILY MEMBERS WERE NOT ONLY LEARNED PEOPLE OF THE TIME, BUT THEY WERE GOOD FARMER AND LAND LORD TOO. SO WE HAD TO TAKE CARE OF OUR ANIMALS AND LAND-CULTIVATION TOO. I RECOLLECTED, IT WAS Mr. DEV CHANDRA MISHRA [WHO BECAME MLA OF THE FIRST ASSEMBLY OF OUR STATE – BIHAR] WHO TOUGHT ME SOME POLITICS, NATIONS’CONSTITUTION, PEOPLES’ CULTURE – RELATIONSHIP, PLAYING CARDS, CHESS AND VALUE OF OWN NATION – STATE. REASONING BEHIND HIS TEACHINGS ALWAYS REMAINED THE INDEPENDENT INDIA AND THE DEVASTING HITELOR’S SECOND WORLD WAR, AND THE SACRIFICATION OF SUBHASH CHANDRA BOSE FOR OUR NATION – THE GARAM / NARAM DALS. IT WAS HE WHO GAVE ME A BOOK ON ‘SWATANTRATA SENANEES’. AFTER READING IT, THERE DEVELOPED A STRONG DESIRE INSIDE ME TO SACRIFY FOR OUR NATION – INDIA, TO DO SUCH GOOD THING WHICH COULD BE REMEMBERED EVEN AFTER MY DEATH; NOT TO MARRY IN LIFE - IF AT ALL TO MARRY THEN TO MARRY WITH AN UGLY DAUGHTER OF A REAL FREEDOM FIGHTER. I ALWAYS REGARDED HIM AS ‘GREAT SOCIAL TEACHER’ AND NATIONALIST. I RECOLLECTED, HOW I WAS TOUGHT WRITING AND READING POETRIES BY A GREAT LEARNED POET OF THE TIME- Mr. DHANUSH DHARI LAL DAS.I REGARDED HIM AS ‘THE NATURE - TOUGHT LEARNED MAN’ OF THE ERA.

I RECOLLECTED- NOT ONLY EACH HABITANT OF MY VILLAGE LOVED ME AND PAID ME GOOD REGARD BUT INNUMEROUS CHILDREN OF MY AGE OF DIFFERENT VILLAGES USED TO RESPECT AND LOVE ME I USED TO BE SURROUNDED BY THEM. I ORGANIZED OWN PLAYING TEAMS, BAL SANGH, DRAMA PLAYING AND SINGING TEAMS, INDEPENDENT TEACHING AND TALKS [LECTURES] DELIVERY ORGANIZATION, FREE MEDICAL TREATMENT SANSTHA FOR NEEDY PEOPLE, WRESTLING AND YOGA EXERCISE TEAMS, GOD-GODESS WORSHIPING [KIRTAN-BHAJAN] TEAM, COMMUNITY MEAL SHARING SYSTEM AMONG CHILDREN AND A VILLAGE ARMY TO PROTECT VILLAGERS FROM THEFT / BULGARIES AT NIGHT.I WAS CONSIDERED TO BE A ‘BY BIRTH COMMUNIST’.

I RECOLLECTED-HOW MUCH MY PARENTS AND RELATIONS WERE WORRIED FOR ME, THINKING AND SEEING MY DIVERSIFIED INTEREST AND ACTIVITIES.THEY WERE TRYING BEST TO PUT MY ATTENTION ON ACADEMIC / LEARNING ACTIVITIES. BUT THEY FOUND THAT THERE WAS NOT ANY COMPLAINT FROM MY SCHOOL AND TEACHERS. I USED TO HAVE THE BEST PERFORMANCE RESULTS IN MY CLASSES AND SCHOOL TOO.BUT SEEING MY PARENTS AND BROTHERS VERY MUCH WORRIED FOR MY FUTURE I WAS ALSO WORRIED ABOUT MY FUTURE / LIFE.ONE OF MY FRIENDS RAM KHELAWAN MISHRA [DOSTA / DHELWA], WHO USED TO REMAIN WITH ME ALMOST ALL THE TIME, WAS VERY MUCH POOR IN STUDIES BUT HAD VERY BIG AMBITION FOR THE FUTURE IN LIFE. HE HAD TAKEN VOW TO REMAIN WITH ME ALTHROUGH THE LIFE.HE WAS IN REALITY FANATIC OF MINE. I USED TO ASK HIM, HOW TO IMPROVE OURSELVE? WE BOTH WERE WORRIED FOR FINDING OUT SOME WAYS TO SEE OUR PARENTS / BROTHERS / RELATIVES HAPPY.THERE WAS NO SOLUTION FOR THIS PROBLEM. NOW I WAS ALWAYS SCARED AND AFRAID OF THEM. NOW I WAS TOTALLY WORRIED FOR MY FUTURE – LIFE. SUDDENLY I HAD A STRANGE LONG DREAM DEMONSTRATING WHOLE FUTURE EVENTS AND ACTIVITIES TO TAKE PLACE. I REASSESSED WHOLE THE STORIES OF MY LIFE. TRIED TO TELL ALL ABOUT IT TO MY DOSTA –DHELWA, BUT HE TOLD THAT THE DREAM WAS A NONSENSE AND NOT TO BELIEVE IT. NO ONE LIKED TO LISTEN MY SUCH A LON DREAM. BUT A SAINT – BEGU MISHRA PUT FULL ATTENTION TO MY STORY OF THE DREAM. HE TOLDTHAT THE DREAM WAS A TRUTH AND I WOULD BE HAVING MY FUTURE LIFE AS SHOWN IN THIS DREAM. A FEW MONTHS PASSED AWAY, REALY, EVERY DAYS PASSED HAD THE EVENTS STATED AND SHOWN AS PER THE ‘STRANGE AND MAGIC DREAM’. NOW I TRIED TO PROVE MY FRIEND / DOSTA THE TRUTH OF THE DREAM. I USED TO SAY WITH CHALLENGES THAT THIS DAY WOULD REMAIN FULL OF SUCH EVENTS AND SIGHTS. IT ALWAYS PROVED TO BE A TRUTH. AS IF I HAD ACQUIRED SUPER NATURAL POWER.ONE DAY IN THE VERY MORNING I TOLD THAT WE WOULD HAVE A GOOD DISCUSION AND A GREAT EVENT WHICH NO ONE MIGHT HAD IN HIS LIFE.HE SMILED AND IGNORED ME. IN THE NOON OF THE DAY WE HAD A CHILDISH FIGHT.I WAS TELLING HIM TO FORGO FOR ANY ATTACHMENT WITH ME, AS I WOULD GO VERY- VERY FAR FROM THIS PLACE FOR SOME EDUCATION.WHERE HE WOULD NOT BE ACCEPTED. HE WAS NOT AGREED FOR IT, AND HAD BEEN PUTTING A LOT OF ARGUMENTS. FOR WHICH I KEPT ON RUNNING AWAY FROM HIM AND HE KEPT ON PUTTING ALL ATTEMPTS FOR HOLDING ME BACK. THUS IT WAS NOW EVENING AND WE WERE ON THE BANK OF A HALF DRIED REVER SURROUNDED WITH A DENSE FOREST. THERE WERE MANY PALM TREES. AMONG THEM SEVEN TREES WERE ALMOST ALL IN A GROUP. I WAS HIDDEN IN SIDE THE FOREST AND HE WAS LOOKING FOR ME OVER THERE - BEHIND THE OLD THICKEN GROUP OF THE PALM TREES. HAVING NOT SEEN HIM NEARBY ME I CAME OUT OF THE FOREST. HE CAUGHT HOLD OF ME.WE WERE FIGHTING. SUDDENDLY ALL THE SEVEN PALM TREES TURNED INTO HANDSOME SMART SAINTS OF HIGHLY INFLUENCIVE APPEARANCE.THEY CALLED US WITH DUE AFFECTION. WE WENT CLOSER TO THEM. ONE AMOUNG THEM ADDRESSED TO ME – HAD YOU HAD A LONG STRANGE DREAM? HAD YOU HAD BLESSING OF THE LORD SHIVA IN THAT DREAM? I AFFIRMED IT. HE NOW ADDRESSED TO MY DOSTA, HE TOLD HIM THAT THE DREAM WAS A TRUTH. YOUR FRIEND KAMESHWAR NATH WOULD BE HAVING HIS LIFE AS SHOWN AND DESCRIBED IN THAT LONG MAGIC DREAM. FOR AFIRMATION OF THE TRUTH OF THE DREAM KAMESHWAR HAD BEEN GIVEN AN 'ANTI- POISION' GEM. WHICH WILL ALWAYS REMAIN WITH AND AROUND HIM. HE READDRESSED AGAIN TO RAM KHELAWAN, AND ASKED HIM TO FORGO THIS DEEP ATTACHMENT, AND PUT THE FUTURE IN THE HAND OF THE CREATOR. THEY BLESSED US WITH DUE AFFECTION AND LOVE. THEY DISAPPEARED. WITHIN NO TIME THOSE PALM TREES CAME INTO EXISTENCE. WE BOWED [SALUTED] BEFORE THEM AND BACKED TO OUR HOME WITHOUT ANY FURTHER TALKS. IT WAS NOW AN EARLY NIGHT. THIS NIGHT I WAS MADE TO UNDERSTAND THAT THOSE SAINTS WERE NO ONE BUT THE VEDIC SAPTARDSHI- MAHIRDSHI.

I RECOLLECTED- AFTER HAVING THE MAGIC AND THE STRANGE DREAM I HAD DEVELOPED SOME PECULIAR QUALITIE.THIS LIFE WAS FULL OF FRIENDS AND FOES.WHEN EVER ANY FOE USED TO DO SOME THING INTOLERABLE TO ME, ONLY PUTTING A STRAINED EYES WITH REVENGEFUL THOUGHT USED TO BE ENOUGH TO PUNISH HIM AND/ OR TO GET RID OF HIM. DRASTICALLY PECULIAR INCIDENTS USED TO TAKE PLACE DUE TO THIS SUPER NATURAL POWER DEVELOPED IN ME. I DID NOT KNOW WHY I HAD BECOME FOUND OF CATCHING TOADS AND STUDYING IN DETAIL THE INTERNAL AND EXTERAL ANATOMY OF TOADS. EVEN DURING THE SEASON WHEN TOADS WERE USUALLY NOT AVAILABLE I USED TO GET IT WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM. DURING SUCH ACTIVITIES SOME ELDERS / OLDERS PEOPLE HAD TREATED WITH ME IN VERY BAD MANNER, FOR WHICH I WAS COMPELLED TO DESIRE BAD FOR THEM. IT MIGHT HAVE TAKEN VERY SHORT TIME THE RESULT TO COME OUT.I FOUND, MY ANY DESIRE / WISH COULD BE FULFILLED EITHER WITHIN THREE SECONDS, THREE MINUTES, THREE HOURS OR THREE DAYS. SEVERAL TIMES I HAD CLASHES OF THOUGHTS AND DESIRES. THE RESULTS WERE PECULIARLY LIKE THAT. IF ANY BODY APPEARED BEFORE MY SIGHT I WOULD KNOW EVERY THING ABOUT HIM – THE PAST / PRESENT / FUTURE, AND THE PURPOSE OF APPEARING BEFORE ME.THESE QUALITIES HAD PUT ME IN GREAT PERSONAL TROUBLES. I HAD TO KEEP AWAY FROM PUBLIC / FRIENDS / RELATIONS. I USED TO LEAVE AWAY MY HOUSE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE- SOME TIMES WITHOUT TAKING ANY MEAL. I USED TO RETURN HOME VERY LATE.SOME TIME I DID NOT RETUN HOME TOO. I USED TO KEEP AWAY IN SOME JUNGLE TYPE PLACES, ON ANY DENSE TREE, OR NEAR ANY RIVER. I USED TO KEEP AWAY IN SIDE REVER IN YOGIC [GARVASHANA] POSTURE FOR SEVERAL HOURS TOGATHER AND USED TO DO MEDITATION WITHOUT TAKING ANY MEAL OR DRINK I WAS NOT ATTENDING SCHOOL AND WORKS AT HOME / FIELDS FOR WHICH MY PARENTS / BROTHERS / TEACHERS USED TO PUNISH ME.WHILE GETTING THE PUNISHMENT I USED TO PRAY THE GOD FOR NOT INFLICTING IN MY MIND ANY EVIL THOUGHT / DESIRE FOR THEM, FOR WHICH IN PLACE OF CRYING I USED TO KEEP SILENT, DUE TO WHICH THE QUANTUM OF THE PUNISHMENT SOME TIMES USED TO GO VERY MUCH SEVERE.ONCE I WAS CAUGHT HOLD BY SOME STUDENTS AND PUT BEFORE MY TEACHER .FOR NOT ATTENDING CLASSES FOR MANY DAYS I WAS BEATEN ‘BLACK & BLUE’ BY OUR HEAD MASTER - LAXCHAMI KANT MISHRA ‘GURUJEE’. THE TIME WAS FOR THE ‘SANSKRIT’ CLASS. I WAS SENT TO ATTEND THE CLASS. THE TEACHER PUT A NUMBER OF QUESTIONS TO EACH STUDENT. I COULD NOT REPLY TO ANY QUESTION SINCE I HAD BEEN ABSENT THROUGH OUT MANY SUCH CLASSES. I WAS LEARNT NOTHING IN SANSKRIT. IT WAS REALY A DIFFICULT, AND NOT A SUBJECT OF MY TASTE. I WAS BADLY HUMILIATED / THRASHED AND EVEN BEATEN FOR IT. IT WAS INHUMAN. I WAS ALREADY BADY PUNISHED FOR SOME OTHER CAUSED.I SHOUTTED ON THE TEACHER PANDIT MAHA KANT JHA. MY SHOUTING WAS OF VERY HIGH PITCH. NUMEROUS STUDENTS, TEACHERS AND PASS BY GOERS RUSHED TO MY SOUND. THE PANDIT WAS CONTINUING BEATING ME. I CAUGHT HOLD HIM AND FOUGHT BACK ON HIM. IT WAS VERY PECULIAR SIGHT. I WAS A SMALL KID AND HE WAS AN ADULT. HE COULD NOT BELIEVE MY STRENGTH. PEOPLE TRIED TO SEPARATE US BUT WITHOUT ANY RESULT.I CAUGHT HOLD HIM BADLY AND REQUESTED PEOPLE TO ASK HIM TO ACCEPT MY CHALLENGE FOR DISCUSSING SANSKRIT SUBJECT IN ITS LANGUAGE. THE PERSON WHO WOULD BE DEFEATED HE WOULD BE PUNISHED BY THE WINNER AT WILL.THE CHALLENGE WAS ACCEPTED BY PANDIT MAHA KANT JHA. BY THE END OF THREE HOURS OF DISCUSION PANDIT MAHA KANT JHA SURRENDERED BEFORE ME. PEOPLE WERE ASTONISHED TO KNOW MY DEEP KNOWLEDGE IN THE SANSKRIT AND GRAND SANSKRIT SPEAKING LANLUAGE, FOR A LITTLE OF WHICH I WAS PUNISHED. ALL FOES AND FRIENDS GATHERED OVER THERE. THE PANDIT MAHAKANT JHA AND HEAD MASTER LAXCHMI KANT MISHRA ‘GURUJEE’ APPOLIZED. THEY WERE PUT UNDER GREAT SOCIAL PUNISHMENT AND DRIVEN OUT FROM THE SCHOOL. THERE AFTER, THE GOD PUT THEM UNDER VERY GREAT PUNISHMENT AND MADE THEM TO REALISE.THEY NEVER DARED AGAIN, NIETHER DID THE OTHER TO HAVE ANY TANGLE WITH ME.SEEING SEVERAL SUCH INCIDENTS IN MY FAVOUR AND THE PATHOS CAUSED BY THE GOD’S PUNISHMENT TO THE PEOPLE I WENT AWAY FROM MY HOUSE TO TAKE SANIYAS / SOLITUDE FOR FIFTEEN DAYS. DURING THIS PERIOD I KEPT ON PRAYING THE LORD – GOD TO FREE ME FROM ANY DESIRE THE GREAT GOD BLESSED ME. NOW I DID SPEAK LITTLE. USED TO ATTEND MY WORKS AS DIRECTED BY MY PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME. MANY PEOPLE REQUESTED MY BROTHER TO TAKE ME AWAY WITH HIM. THEY WERE VERY MUCH AFRAID OF ME.I WAS SO TAKEN AWAY AND PUT IN SOME INSTITUTION TO STUDY. I WAS HAVING VERY GOOD PERFORMANCE AND ALWAYS ATTEMPTING TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY WITH SOME RESEARCH WORKS OF MY CHOICE. REALLY SPEAKING, I WAS TRYING TO FIND OUT PERPETUAL POWER GENERATING MACHINE BY INDUCING SUPER CONDUCTION. I WAS IMAGINING THE NEGATIVE MASS, NUMBER AND VIRTUAL ENERGY.FOR WHICH I DEVELOPED MY OWN CONCEPTION OF THE BUILDING BLOCKS – THE ROOTICLES.I WAS ATTEMPTING DIFFERENTIATION BETWEEN THE GRAVITATIONAL FORCE AND THE GRAVITATIONAL ENERGY.I DID THINK VERY DEEPLY ON THE ‘ENERGY, MATTER, TIME AND SPACE’, BUT ALL WITHIN MYSELF. I GOT SOME SPIRITUAL BOOKS WHERE IN THE DEV GURU BRIHUSPATI DEMONSTRATED THE FORMATION OF THIS GREAT UNIVERSE [INCLUDING THE GREAT SPACE] ON AN APPLE MODEL HE PROVED THAT EVERY THING IS MADE OF MAHA SHAKTI / THE GREAT ENERGY. HE CONVINCED HIS PUPILES ‘THE CONVERSION – REVERSION’ THEORY OF THE UNIVERSE: THE ‘ENERGY – MATTER – TIME- SPACE’ BY DIVIDING LONGITUDANALLY AN APPLE, AND BY SHOWING ITS SEED SURROUNDED BY A HARD OVEL COVER WITH TWO PROCESUSES PENETRATING THE PARENCHYMA OF THE APPLE, WHICH ENDED INTO THE APPLE’S TWO TERMINALS & TWO CONCAVE POLES.THE UPPER POLE GOT CONVERTED INTO SKIN OF THE APPLE AND ENDED AT THE LOWER POLE. AT THIS LOWER POLE THE SKIN OF THE APPLE ALONG WITH THE LOWER TERMINAL GRADUALLY GOT CONVERTED INTO THE SEED OF THE APPLE. HE HIGH LIGHTED THAT THE SEED IS THE ‘GREAT ENERGY CONSOLIDATE’. THE MOTIONAL COUNTER TRANSFORMATION OF THE SEED [THE GREAT ENERGY CONSOLIDATE] IS THE PARENCHYMA / PULP [THE MATTER] OF THE APPLE. THE OVEL SHAPED OFF SHOOTS OF THE SEED COVER WITH TWO FINE TERMINALS REPRESENTING THE DURATION OF THE TWO MOMENTS [THE INCEPTION OF THE FLOWER AND CONVESION OF THE FLOWER INTO FRUIT]. IT REPRESENTS THE TIME TRANSFOMED FROM THE GREAT ENERGY CONSOLIDATE – THE SEED. THE SKIN COVER OF THE APPLE IS THE SPACE TRANFORMED FROM THE TIME.THIS SPACE IS MEANT FOR THE INNER CONTENT OF THE FRUIT. HE REPRESENTED WHOLE APPLE [THE STALK, BODY OF THE APPLE AND THE FLOWER END OF THE APPLE] AS OM; THE SEED WAS REPRESENTED BY HIM AS KLIM; THE HARD SEED COVER WAS REPRESENTED AS MAHA KAL BY HIM; THE SKIN WAS CALLED KALI BY HIM; THE PULP ALONG WITH ITS ATTACHMENTS OF THE APPLE WAS REPRESENTED AS UMA-AHESHWAR; AND THE REMINANT / TRACE OF THE FLOWER AT THE BOTTOM OF THE APPLE WAS REPRESENTED BY THE SANSKRIT WORD NAMAH.THUS HE FORMULATED THE POETIC FORMULA FOR THE ‘CONVERSION –REVERSION THEOTY ‘ AS :OM KLIM MAHA - KAL KALI UMA-MAHESHWARAY NAMAH.

I RECOLLECTED – MY ELDER BROTHER Dr MALLIK R.N.CALLED ME IN A LATE EVENING TO A PROMINENT PERSON OF THE CITY – Dr MISHRA. Dr MISHRA WAS BREATHING HIS LAST.THE CIVIL SURGEON AND MANY EMINENT DOCTORS OF THE CITY HAD SURROUDED HIM. THERE WERE IMPORTANT GENTARIES OF THE CITY TOO. ALL WERE SAD AND SILENT. MY BROTHER TOLD ME THAT I HAD TO HELP HIM. HOW I ASKED? BY CURING HIM IMMEDIATELY SO THAT HE WOULD SURVIVE HIS FULL LIFE. WHICH MEDIUM IS TO BE DEPLOYED? HE REPLIED TO USE MEDICINE. I ASKED FOR AN AMPOULE OF A MEDICINE WITH SYRINGE. I INJECTED IT TO Dr. MISHRA. AFTER THIRTY MINUTES HE OPENED HIS EYES AND SAT DOWN WITH GREAT RELIEF.HE TOLD THAT NOW HE WAS NOT HAVING ANY PROBLEM. DURING THE LAST THIRTY MINUTES OF WAITING FOR REVIVAL OF Dr MISHRA MY ELDER BROTHER TOLD TO ME THAT EVERY BODY HAD LOST HOPE FOR HIS FRIEND’S LIFE, WHICH COMPELLED HIM TO CALL ME. HE HAD TOLD THEM THAT HIS BROTHER WAS NOT A DOCTOR BUT HE WAS WILLING TO MAKE HIS BROTHER A DOCTOR. HE MADE THEM CLEAR THAT HIS BOTHER HAD INTEREST IN SOME OTHER SCIENCE TOO. WHILE WE ALL WERE TAKING TEA WITH Dr MISHRA WHO WAS NOW ALL RIGHT, ONE AMONG THE IMPORTANT PERSONS – A COMMERCIAL ATTACHE OF THE NEAR BY COUNTRY AND SOME CLOSE RELATION OF THE GREAT INDIAN SCIENTIST Dr. BHABHA, ASKED ABOUT MY INTEREST OF EDUCATION. I TOLD THAT I WOULD PREFER THE THEORETICAL PHYSICS. BUT MY BROTHER TOLD THAT AT FIRST I WAS TO BECOME A MEDICAL DOCTOR. I KEPT MUMMED. AFTER A FEW MONTHS, THAT GENTLE MAN ARRANGED EVERY THING FOR MY HIGHER EDUCATION AND GOT MANAGED PASS PORT / VISA - ALL THROUGH THE DIPLOMATIC CHANNEL / AMBASSADOR OF THE DESTINED COUNTRY. BUT IT COULD BE DONE FOR ONLY ONE YEAR. I WAS TOLD THAT IT WOULD BE THEIR PROBLEM / DUTY TO ARRANGE EVERY THING FOR ME. MY DUTIES WOULD BE TO STUDY IN ANY OR EVERY FIELD OF MY CHOICE.I LEFT THE COUNTRY THANKING TO THE GREAT GOD RECALLING THE MAGIC AND THE STRANGE DREAM OF MY EARLY AGE.

NOW I WAS RESTLESS TO COME BACK TO MY COUNTRY. I MET THE PUBLIC RELATION OFFICER AND ASKED HIM TO ARRANGE FOR GETTING ME BACK TO INDIA. HE ASSURED ME. NOW I USED TO THINK ONLY ABOUT MY PARENTS, MOTHER, BROTHERS, SISTERS, FRIENDS, COUNTRY AND MY CHILD HOOD - I ENJOYED OVER THERE.THE NATURE OF ‘THE MOTHER INDIA’ RECEIVED ME WITH FULL INTENSE WARMTH OF THE HEARTH ON THE FIFTEENTH JULY OF THE SUN BURNING NOON, AND PUT ME UNDER THE TENDER CARE OF Mrs. ASHA (HOPE) MALLIK. THUS, HOW I IMAGINED, DISCOVERED AND SURVIVED THE NEGATIVE LIFE AND THE NEGATVE WORLD.